#botse updates

I've been meaning to…sorta. But I have been struggling with how to tackle it cause if I'm being real, BotSE is in like a weird limbo right now.

The reality is the comic has been put into an unofficial hiatus. I just have not been working on it since the last update, Which was over a year ago. I don't want to say the comic is like officially cancelled for dropped, I’m not confident in saying that it is, but there are a lot of reasons why I have not worked on it.

One reason is just adult life, I don't really have the energy or motivation to make around 5 or 6 fully colored comic pages every two weeks like I did when I was in high school. I've also just become increasingly unconfident in my writing skills. I don't really know what I'm trying to say with BotSE and that really frustrates me. I feel like it strays too far away from the actual source material- both intentionally and unintentionally, And I don't feel like the writing property portrays which is which.

There are a lot of things I really like about BotSE thought which is why I'm not certainly canning it. I like writing a crime syndate action drama, I like a lot of my characters, and working hard on pages then seeing them done all together is very satifying, But there are a lot of core problems with it that I just am not motivated enough to fix on top of my other projects. And it takes a lot of confidence and passion to work on that comic as much as I did.

I have thought about starting other comics on a smaller scale, though still not that confident in my writing so its up in the air if il follow through with them. I do have my two other story focused (sort of) blogs, Brichbam’s ask blog and my Snaxcurity Breach blog, which I’m more confident and have more fun sharing a story in those. I hope y'all are giving those blogs some love in the mean time (even though I haven't updated Snaxcurity Breach in one Orbillion years lol)