#botanical asks

Included is a picture of Lantana I took myself almost 2 weeks ago.

gorgeous picture 😍

on my mind right at this moment is thinking about when my new swim gear is coming! Got a bunch of new items and swim suits and I can't wait to use them 🏊‍♀️

*whispers*

I'm unworthy of love.

*laughs maniacally*

hi Annie<33 thanks for coming by😌

peony; share a small random book passage that means something to you. (idk what counts as small but here it is) It's from Call Me By Your Name by André Aciman

creams and sky; what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve done? Tbh i'm not a very aventurous person, so maybe when i went to Isla Mujeres and swam 1km~ in open sea? (even though idk how to swim and i have mild thalassophobia)

tulip; name 5 facts about yourself (ok let's get silly)

I function based on cravings. I'm not a fan of socks, if i'm not wearing shoes then i'm also not wearing socks. I have a very deep love relationship with bananas. I currently have 157 spotify playlists that i've made myself. I prefer second hand books to new ones.

marmalade skies; do you plan your outfits? I do, usually the night before and it's mostly based on my mood (whether the next day i want to be comfy and wear whatever, or comfy in cool clothes, or clothes that aren't /particularly/ comfy but i feel like wearing them bc they're cool)

snapdragon; have you ever met or seen in person a celebrity? yes, but i doubt anyone here knows who i'm talking about jhsjs in any case. One is the vocalist of a mexican pop punk/rock band called Allison that was fairly famous back in the emo days, he happened to be friends with a dude i knew and we were at the same parties a couple of times. And the other one is Mon Laferte, she's a chilean singer, i saw her perform twice. The first time was during a q&a at a mall (she was just starting to get popular), so, there

thanks for coming by<3

Thank you Sunny! ^_^ 💖

Gardenia; what’s a promise you’ve recently made to yourself?

To work on my new therapy goals :)

Water Lily; when was the last time you cried? Why?

Frustration tends to show up as tears for me and yesterday I was really upset about my chronic fatigue. It was good to get it out!

Hi, you - thank you!! I hope you're doing well <3

Botanical asks!

Dandelion: do you consider yourself an extrovert or an introvert?

Definitely an introvert, but I'm the "mum friend", so whenever there's a friend in need, I'm always the one to ask questions, approach people, etc. so like... an introvert switch. (If it helps, I'm an 'INTJ' personality, but I haven't done that in ages.)

Honey perfume: favourite movie ever?

jasmine: what mythical creature do you wish actually existed? oh!!!!! an occamy!! it’s my patronus and i adore it

lunar mist: do you like wearing other people’s shirts/jackets? absolutely!!!! unfortunately it rarely happens given my current weight but i’m working on that.

lantana: what’s on your mind right now? in this order: my girlfriend, our ldr box, when i’m off of work, and when i’ll be getting my new iphone. oh, and my wips lolol.

lunaria: what’s your favorite fictional universe? lord, svu, for sure. whatever world rita calhoun lives in, i wanna be in.

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ? do they believe it is something strictly for love, or an institution rooted in business  &   social benefits ? do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

Vesper has been raised in a world brimming over with politics, where 98% of marriages sh's seen are for politic gain, or procuring alliances, or various other social benefits. Most of the time the people don't even like each other. It's usually transactional, for sure. She's also been a voracious reader of fairy tales since she was a child, where the princess marries the prince knight she loves after he slays the dragon(or they do it together) and they live happily ever after. She prefers the latter. Given her uncle's position, she knows the odds of her getting to marry strictly for love are low (>:333), bc she's sure he has plans of his own for her future and while she is a romantic, she's also a realist. Prior to traveling to Teer Fradee, she's open to the concept of marriage, but secretly hoping really hard if her uncle finds someone he wants to foist on her, it's someone she can at least like. After reaching Teer Fradee and how everything unfolds with Kurt, well, her views shift somewhat more

and she doesn't really give a damn about politics when weighed against love and is 100% ready to flip her uncle double birds while she marries her bodyguard.

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?

She loves her mother very much. There wasn't really much open public affection bc that's not How Nobility Does Things. In private was warmer, and she never doubted Princess De Sardet loved her, but there was always this faint undercurrent of awkwardness Vesper never understood until after learning Certain Things during the game. But she hated leaving with her mother sick, hated even more knowing thanks to the malichor it would be the last time she saw her. And she thinks about her mother still sometimes, at parties and other events, in the quiet moments when it's just her and the stars, once or twice when she thought she saw her in a crowd. She misses her. A lot.

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ? how do they feel about love as a concept ?

She's a very big cuddler. She like holding hands, hugs, kisses, all the mushy romantic stuff. Has fallen asleep on Kurt's shoulder more times than she can count(but not him; she's up to 32) bc something something sign of trust. Also, very vocal about her partner's value and strengths and refuses to let him badmouth himself. (/COUGH)

She sees love as very important and very dangerous; a true double-edged sword, but one she thinks is worth the risk. (Again, romantic)

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ? what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?

Getting Kurt to believe her when she says he's a good person. She would like to be remembered for her diplomatic work, for all the effort she put in to getting everyone on good terms and opening relations with the natives, her rapport with King Dunncas, and there's really good odds she'll get

snowdrop; what does your ideal day look like?

A day where the weather is not cold or hot, where you just feel good. Spending the day talking and having fun with family or friends 🥰

night owl; how many countries have you visited?

Only one ! I’ve been to Italy in 2015 with school ☺️