#boomering

I hear him saying: I am sick of you, I am tired, I need my space.

I understand him, I support him and I let him go his way. Because I fucking love.

But he comes back with his touches and fucking insane energies back. And I am giving my all love and light like for the first time, because how can I deny his call? How can I ignore him, knowing he is the one who awakened me from the darkness and set me on fire. Enlightened that rainbow inside. And only because of him I can shine.

I am grateful...  From whole my heart and soul. I cry...

He knows...

But then he gets sick again and I let him go again, releasing all the shit out the Ajna, trying to activate my heart chakra for spreading green Aurora Aurealis lights into the sky. Flying high, enjoying life, all the small gifts of Mother Nature and going that way on my own, turning right, going further and not giving a fuck, because this is how it needs to be, right? Setting me free, as I set him free, too. Oh those hippies...

But wait a second. Do you really know what freedom is?

You see.

All that we create in our mind is a reflection of our true self. You are what you think. You become what you think. You see what you think. You understand what you think. But freedom has different meaning for each of us.

Everyone has their own understanding, their own missions and their own rules.

For how many times I need to go back? To do something what is not a freedom for me at all... My past is behind. This is what I need to do. To move and follow the light. I don’t want to travel in time. Leave that fucking machine...

I forgot how to breathe, that made me die and then being reborn for the hundred thousand time with a hope inside that finally yesterday is gone.

But it is not... It comes back as boomerang.

All the promises of Mars are just fucking lies to our ears. We know it... And we accept it and we move with those tears in eyes.

I am so sorry... 

I need to clean my karma fully.

I know who is he and I know when he lies and when he tells the truth. I know how fast is he and how much he enjoys that ride when I shine. But my batteries need charging. My freedom is peace.

I release. I forgive. I take a bow before the kiss.

My 12′th chakra found the source.

Meet me in parallel.

Boomering: A Way of Life at Dean College

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