#boobookins

It's the hardest thing to spend nights with the one you love then how terrible it is the first night you're not wrapped in their arms. This past week has been absolutely amazing. I love playing house and being able to come home to my love. He has stolen my heart from the beginning and I'm still to this day, very much infatuated with him and the love we have. I've never loved so strongly and so deeply and I truly believe he is my soulmate. I always find the best in him and if he pisses me off I can't help but get over it because I just love and care about him so much. I wish I could find the words to describe how he makes me feel but frankly, words don't do it justice. The way I feel when we sit in silence looking at each other and he smiles at me and gives me the gentlest kiss is indescribable. I love the fact that I'm so comfortable in my own skin around him, I have never, not once in my life felt so okay with my naked self around anyone but him. I love every single aspect of him. I love his collar bones, his hips, how I can feel his spine in his neck, his muscular arms, his naturally tanned body and dark features. His smile and his adorable laugh. It's not just about looks though, it runs so much deeper than that. His cute nicknames he calls me- muffin, pinecone, baby, my love, mooooofin, baby girl, and so much more. I love the way he tries to hide how much he cares about me because he's scared since neither of us have been so attached to someone but really I can read him like a book. He never openly tells me how he's just as obsessed with me as I am him but he'll always slip out little things that let's me know he is. I love hearing his stories and when he updates me about what's going on in his life. I can be really selfish sometimes but I absolutely love doing everything I possibly can for him because he's so appreciative about it. I love how big his heart is and how much love he has for the people closest to him. I love being his shoulder to lean on when he misses his brother too much. I love every single little aspect about him, everything that comes with him. If only he knew how shy and nervous he still makes me to this day. I truly never want to be without him. He's my sun, my moon, and all my stars. He doesn't just mean the world to me, he means the galaxy to me. I wish I could find the words to let him know. Oh the things I'd do to spend every single night with him ❤️

Today is one year with the love of my life. Never did I expect to love someone so much and to be so attached to him. We have been through so much in the past year as a couple and even more in the past two years of being best friends. I love him so much to the point where it pisses me off but in a good way. He means absolutely everything to me and I'm so beyond blessed that he's such a big part of my life. He has my heart and no one could ever take that from him and vise versa. We are faaaar from perfect but I wouldn't wanna face the obstacles that I do with anyone but him. He's my world and I love seeing him smile. My heart races every time I'm with him and he still gives me such ridiculous butterflies. I love Kyle with all the love that I have to give and I'm so happy to have such a strong bond of love with him ❤️ one year down, so many more to go.

It's truly crazy to think how far we've come so far. I've known you since we had health together sophomore year and you claim I was "popular" and that you couldn't talk to me. Just last week you told me that you would walk past me every morning and knew where my friends and I stood in 10th grade when I didn't even notice you walk by me. In 11th grade it was you, Austin, Andrew, Colton, that one psycho bitch and I. Then it changed to minus that one psycho bitch and that other bitch. We were best friends. I can't even count how many times we flirted with each other. I told the new bitch you liked her but she yelled at me saying "don't you get it? He likes you not me" but that wasn't allowed because I was dating your brother. Then you and I weren't allowed to talk to each other and I became a bitch to you. All of us didn't hang out as often and all you were was nice to me. Then I found out things. Then you made me feel better, feel wanted and loved. The more we hooked up the more I fell for you and that scared me. I didn't want a relationship ever again but it was different with you. We clicked so easily and we bonded. You were the first to say I love you and a couple days later we were a couple. It was just you me and Austin at the end of the year. You were all I had. We graduated together and we experienced summer together. I found out things that I didn't expect from you but you made up for it. We're growing up together, we're experiencing what it's like to be adults together. You help me up when I'm down and vice versa. You've taught me a lot about love and how to love. You've showed me how difficult it can get but also how amazing it can be. Times get rough but at the end of the day we're always there for each other. We've been on countless adventures, you've taught me how to snowboard, we've taken countless jäger bombs, we've done a lot of things couples our age don't. My love for you grows more everyday. I know I can be a complete psycho but you can be an asshole too. All in all, I wouldn't want it any other way with anyone else. You're beyond amazing and I'm madly in love with you.