‘Couldn’t have done it without you, Bode’
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‘Couldn’t have done it without you, Bode’
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the little wink bode gives cal after they meet up outside the lucrehulk… ugh.
Bode breaks my heart. On the Lucrehulk realizes he's falling for Cal and IMMEDIATELY starts trying to push him towards Merrin. Is he trying to make it easier on himself by removing Cal as an option? Does he think Cal can be manipulated into abandoning his quest if he's in love?? Does he genuinely think he doesn't have a chance, and just wants Cal to be happy even if it's with Merrin???
a softer epilogue // jedi survivor (modded)
Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic.

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I've just reached 1000 kudos on AO3! 🎉🎉
I've been publishing fic for almost exactly two years now and I've loved every moment. Thanks to everyone who has read, enjoyed, kudosed, commented and been with me for the journey. You guys are the best! 💙
Milestones are always an opportunity to look back, so in celebration I thought it would be fun to recap my most and least kudosed fics.
Three most kudosed:
1. Survivor(s) - 76,192 words. A multi-chapter BodeCal fix-it where Bode kisses Cal the night before he betrays him, and then betrays him anyway. Rated T for torture and injury.
2. Let me - 4,166 words. Pre-canon BodeCal smut with feelings. Cal is bad at looking after himself, and Bode is only too happy to do it for him. Rated E for sex.
3. Maybe his love would - 4,858 words. Cal kisses Bode and, as the sun rises, Bode realises he's helpless to resist. Rated E for sex.
And the three least kudosed:
1. I think I loved you - 3,027 words. Bittersweet Fret/Merrin reunion. They reminisce on what might have been. Written for @nlghtsisters. Rated G.
2. Two hands - 3,084 words. Silly little pre-canon one-shot where Gabs and Bravo have a friendly wager over who can get Cal to kiss them first. Written for @mikkalia. Rated T for alcohol consumption.
3. O death, where is your sting? - 4,242 words. Cal is in mourning on Tanalorr when he starts to hear the sound of drums. Collaboration with the wonderful @azu-mog who drew the art. Rated M for blood and injury.
I successfully wrote a fic for cal kestis week! Yay! (maybe I can write one more??? anyway...). inspired by @iwishtocountthestars's preference for dark-side-not-inquisitor Cal:
I want dirt under my fingernails | bodecal | 1,017 #Dark Side Cal (a very misleading tag tbh) Who's there to catch you when you fall?
( ckw26 Day 4 "Why are you looking at me like that?")
Bode finds him up on the roof, alone and kneeling in the middle of a freshly weeded garden bed. His knees are dark and muddy, dirt is caked under his nails, and he looks…peaceful for all that he’s hardly ever at peace. Cal glances up at his approach, squinting in the sunlight that’s at Bode’s back, and he smiles like he always does, like Bode is the best thing he’s ever laid eyes on. It makes Bode’s stomach slip pleasantly, something he gave ignoring a long time ago. “Does Greez need me?” Cal asks. He shakes his head silently, still working up the courage. Call climbs to his feet, his knees cracking, and stretches, arms reaching high to the sky. The hem of his shirt rides up to expose a sliver of his belly. Bode watches and admires. They’re not normally in direct sunlight like this. It’s a silly realization, sure. But on Jedha they’re usually wearing hoods and face covers against the relentless sun and sand. On Koboh they’re in the Forest Array, shadowed by trees and rocks, or in Meditation Chambers. Rarely does Bode get to admire the shine of Cal’s copper hair or appreciate the amount of freckles on his face and shoulders (and his stomach). Or get to see the glint in his eyes. – Oh.
Congrats on the 100 followers! Your art is amazing and deserves to be seen. What about a sketch of bodecal snuggles or sleepies?
the snuggly sleepies… 💜