#bobberton

49. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?

I’ve through about this a lot actually ad it changes how I think it will be but Something just fast and strait through the hart, Instant. I’ve got a lot of pain already and i’m gonna feel a whole lot more to deal with, I don’t want my death to be full of it. 

7. What’s the most traumatic thing that’s happened to you?

Uh It’s not the most traumatic thing that has happened to me but It’s one of the things I think back to the most/ When I was a kid I was home schooled for a while and when it came to tests my mom wouldn’t accept anything lower than 100% and since she was the teacher she could give me tests over and over as much as she wanted. One time I was having a really hard time with a math test. I just really couldn’t get it and I took the first version of that test at like 7 A.M. and I was still going at it at like 8 P.M. The times are a bit muddled in my mind but I remember it being an all day thing with no breaks. Needless to say my mom wasn’t happy. She couldn’t get why I was so stupid and couldn’t the material. She started crying (and that was pretty normal tbh, normally by the end of the school day between us she would be crying or yelling at me...normally both because it would take me so long to understand the way she was teaching.) At this point though my pop finally had enough of it and came up behind me and grabbed my head and slammed it on the table. Thinking back on it now I’m surprised he didn’t break my nose on how hard it hit. He yelled at me for being an idiot and bringing the family down, He told me while he was grabbing his jacket that I better have the test done 100% by the time he got home and then he slammed the door.