One bed trope with Bradley Bradshaw is a need!! The reader is a little shy (very little) and Bradley is always loudly flirting with her too. It just makes sense. Maybe some misarrangements during a destination wedding for a dagger squad member makes this event happen.
no vacancy (b.b)
Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Shy!Reader Word count: 10.5k CW: Slightly explicit content towards the end, MINORS DNI. Use of Y/N, a few swears.
A/N: Thank you so much for requesting! This one got away from me a bit, so I hope it's not too far off what you had in mind. I had the best time writing this one! The one-bed trope never gets old.
Javy Machadoâs wedding was supposed to be a relaxing getaway for you.
He and his wife-to-be, Paisley, had chosen Cabo for their destination wedding, and you were more excited at the prospect of a getaway with your squad than the actual ceremony.
If that made you a bad friend, then so be it.
It was a miracle that youâd all been granted leave for the three-night extravaganza, and you intended to make the most of every second. Your suitcase was full of brand new bikinis with matching sunglasses for each, paperbacks youâd been meaning to read for months, and two cute outfits for each day in case you wanted to change in the evenings. Your wedding outfit was in a separate garment bag, slung over your forearm.
The resort Javy and Paisley had picked was, quite frankly, magicalâfunny since it was situated in a âPueblo MĂĄgico,â which translated to âmagical town.â Located in Todos Santos on the Pacific coast of Baja California Sur, it had its own private beach with clear blue water and white sand. Plenty of art galleries and surf spots surrounded the area if you fancied any excursions, although you had every intention of spending most of your free time lounging by the pool or swimming in the ocean.
Penny and Maverick checked in first, then the rest of your squad. Everyone was paired off and given their room keys, leaving just you and Bradley. Jake shot you a cheeky wink as he followed Nat across the foyer, and your skin prickled as realisation dawned on you.
âYou two are booked into one of our ocean-view rooms on the third floor,â the receptionist said with a warm smile. âIâm going to give you two key cards, but if you lose them, let me know, and I can make you another.â
Your eyes flicked to Bradley, who had a shit-eating grin on his pretty face.
âWeâre sharing a room?â He asked.
The receptionist frowned and glanced between the two of you with a confused expression on her face.
âYouâre Mr Bradshaw? And Miss Y/LN?â She queried. âIâve got you two down to share, as the rest of the rooms are filled with other guests from the Machado wedding party.â
You groaned internally as Bradleyâs smile widened. âNo worries,â he said, taking the keys.
No worries? Of course heâd say that. And of course youâd be the one stuck sharing with him. Javy probably thought he was hilarious, orchestrating this. You made a mental note to tell him exactly what you thought of that when you saw him at dinner tonight.
It was an ongoing thing: Bradleyâs overbearing and loud attempts at flirting with you and your hurriedness in shutting him down. Objectively, you knew he was attractive. And despite his loudness, he was funny, kind, and reliable. Bradley Bradshaw was the kind of guy most women tripped over themselves to be with, and rightly so.
But you?
Youâd always believed that you were too quiet for someone like him.
He didnât seem to share this belief, and he flirted with you every chance he got. Sometimes you wondered if he was just doing it for the bit, but he hadnât been with anyone else for as long as youâd known him. As far as you were aware, heâd never even taken anyone home after a night at The Hard Deck, and you knew with absolute certainty that he couldâve if he wanted to.
On the walk up to the room, Bradley hummed to himself, irritatingly joyful about this turn of events. You still hadnât said a word, because what were you supposed to say? âI snore when Iâm really tired, and I like to have the windows open instead of the AC. Also, please donât touch my expensive shampoo?â Anything you thought of in your head sounded ridiculous and obsolete. While Bradley fiddled with the key card, you pulled your phone out of your pocket to text Phoenix if she knew about this.Â
Truthfully, you suspected that the whole squad knew. You wouldnât have been surprised if Bradley had been the one to suggest it. Bradley opened the door and stepped aside so you could go in first, ever the gentleman. The room was stunning. Huge, bifold windows that opened out onto a balcony with a table and chairs for morning coffees, a flat screen TV that you doubted youâd even turn on, ornate decorations and crisp white bed sheetsâŠ
On the double bed.
The one large, double bed.
Bradley appeared behind you, smelling of clean cotton and whatever aftershave he always wore that you found yourself searching for in the shops. But that was besides the point.
âShit.â
You could hear the smirk in his voice, and you just managed to refrain from smacking him around the head.
âWhat are we going to do?â You fretted, scanning the room for a couch or a pullout bed, of which there was neither.
Of course.
Bradley wheeled his suitcase further into the room and pushed his aviators up into his hair. He turned to look at you, trying to gauge your reaction to the situation.
âI can sleep on the floor,â he offered with a shrug. âOr I can see if Mavâs room is any bigger. Maybe he has a couch.â
You ran your fingers through your hair. âYou canât share with Mav and Penny. Thatâs ridiculous.â
Bradley set his backpack down on the bed with a sigh. âThen Iâll sleep on the floor.â
âI find it hard to believe that thereâs not a single other room left in this whole place,â you grumbled, dumping your purse on the bed next to Bradleyâs bag.
âPaisley has five sisters,â Bradley reasoned, ducking his head into the bathroom to investigate. âCoyote has four brothers. Theyâve invited most of their friends and family, and our whole squad and all their partners are here. That doesnât even account for the rest of the people Coyoteâs invited from the navy.â
You kicked your suitcase over with a little more force than youâd intended and unzipped it in search of a bikini. Just because you were stuck sharing a room with Bradshaw didnât mean you had to change the rest of your plans.
âI canât imagine wanting a big wedding like this,â you ruminated.Â
âYou wanna get married someday?â Bradley asked, sliding the balcony doors open.
âIf I find the right guy.â
âMaybe you already have.â He teased.
You gave him a flat look. âI think Iâd know.â
âSee, you say that,â he drawled. âBut you seem to be painfully unaware of a lot of things.â
You gaped. âI am not.â You flushed, indignant.
Bradley smirked. âWhatever you say, sweetheart.â
You set about unpacking some of your things while Bradley helped himself to drinks and snacks from the minibar.
It was strange to be alone with him in a setting like this. You couldnât help but wonder if things might be easier between the two of you if he werenât so damn forward all the time. Even after knowing him for the better part of a year, he always managed to catch you off guard with a flirtatious comment or a sultry stare. It wasnât so bad at work or The Hard Deck, where you had common ground and the rest of your squad to act as a buffer, but you hadnât spent a great deal of one-on-one time together.
Mostly because you avoided it.
If you werenât alone with him, he couldnât make you flustered. And if you werenât flustered, you couldnât make a fool of yourself.
Now, you kind of felt like youâd been thrown to the wolves, and you dreaded to think what was going to be left of you by the end of the weekend.
âIâm going to the beach,â you announced, grabbing your bag and a pair of sunglasses.
Bradley looked at you, chocolatey eyes wide and expecting in a way that made you want to run and jump into his strong arms. He seemed to be on the verge of saying something, but you didnât give him the chance.
The sight of him was honestly just too much, and you didnât trust yourself to be normal when he looked at you like that.Â
You shouldâve known youâd find Bob at the beach with a tattered paperback in hand, glasses sliding down his nose. He was a lot like you in the sense that he wasnât one for commotionâperhaps thatâs why you connected so easily.
When he saw you approaching, his cheeks dimpled with a smile so wide, you couldnât help but smile back.
âHey,â he said, closing his book. âYou okay?â
You dumped your beach bag in the sand and pulled another sun lounger over so you could sit beside him. âI was,â you replied as you sat down. âUntil I got stuck sharing a room with Rooster. Apparently, there are no other rooms left.â
Bob gave you a glib look. âYou know Javy and Jake planned the whole thing,â he told you. âThey made sure there were no more rooms left.â
Indignation sparked in your chest. âI knew it! I fucking knew it!â
Bob chuckled. âIâm sorry, Y/N.â
You waved him off. âI shouldâve expected it from those two,â you said. âWho are you sharing with?â
Bob handed you a bottle of water, and you thanked him. âFanboy,â he sighed. âWeâre the only two singles left in the group.â
You took a sip of your waterâit was nice and cold and just what you needed in the heat of the Mexican sun.
âYou forgot Rooster and me,â you corrected, pointing your bottle at him accusingly.
Bob gave you a sly grin, which was a rarity for him. âCome on, Y/N. You donât have to pretend with me.â
âIâm not pretending!â You sputtered. âNothing is going on between me and Rooster!â
Bob scoffed. âYeah, right. And I suppose the sky isnât blue, either.â
You lay back against your sun lounger and covered your face with your hands. Sure, Bradley flirted with you incessantly, and yes, maybe you did have a teeny tiny crush on him. But youâd always found it hard to believe that there was any real weight behind Bradleyâs words. You told Bob all of this, and when you peeked between your fingers, he was looking at you like you were the biggest moron in existence.
âRooster is a lot of things, but heâs not the kind of guy whoâd play around with someoneâs heart like that. He probably just doesnât wanna go in too heavy and scare you off.â
Deep down, you probably knew this, but you werenât ready to face the music.
âIâm not the right type of person for him, Bob,â you said quietly. âHeâs literally the human embodiment of sunshine.â
The pages of Bobâs book rustled as he leaned forward and patted your hand affectionately. âDonât sell yourself short, Y/CS. Youâre pretty special, too.â
You looked away, blushing. âThanks, Bobby.â
âAny time you need a reality check, Iâm your guy,â he joked. âBut seriously, you should think about what Iâve said. Maybe this weekend is the perfect opportunity to find out if he means what he says.â
Your stomach quite literally clenched at the thought.
Bradley was good at talking, but what would it be like if he actually put his money where his mouth was? You could only imagine what being truly loved by him would feel like, how changed youâd be after basking in his impossibly bright rays.
Water lapped the shore gently as you and Bob fell into an easy beat of silence. You liked spending time with Bob; being in his company was as easy as breathing, and he never asked anything of you. Because of this, you were rarely shy. What you wouldnât have given for it to be like that with Bradley.
âWhat are you reading, anyway?â You asked, desperate for a change of subject. It was hot enough outside as it was without thinking about Bradley.
âEast of Eden,â Bob replied, flashing the cover of his book to you. âIâve read it before, but not since high school.â
âThe classic debate of good vs evil,â you remarked. âJust a bit of light reading on vacation, huh?â
Bob laughed. âI like to keep my brain fed.â
âI know you do,â you smiled. âThatâs why I love talking to you so much.â
It was Bobâs turn to flush. He looked away and swallowed nervously.
âWhat about you?â He stammered. âWhat are you reading?â
You handed him the battered, well-read copy of one of your favourite books. It was part of a series, and youâd been rereading them for nostalgia purposes. He read the blurb and nodded approvingly.
âSounds pretty good, actually.â
A heavy hand landed on your shoulder, making you jump. Thoughts veering totally off track, your bodyâs reaction told you who it was without you needing to turn around.
âWhat does?â Bradley asked, stepping over the end of your sun lounger and perching on the edge.
âY/Nâs book,â Bob replied, shooting you a knowing smirk.
âWhat is it?â He asked, reaching for the book which Bob handed him.
âJust an old favourite from when I was a teenager,â you explained, keeping your eyes planted firmly on your lap so you wouldnât oggle too much. âIâm rereading the whole series.â
âOh, cool,â he replied, hand coming to rest on your shin. âI forgot my book.â
Your eyes flicked to his calloused hand on your leg. It was such a simple, casual act, but it drove you nuts nonetheless; it was an effort to stay focused on the conversation. âI didnât know you could read.â You said sweetly, hoping you didnât sound too affected.
Bob choked on his water, and Bradley tipped his head back and laughed, a full-on belly laugh that made your chest tighten.
âIâll have you know, I like reading,â he said, locking eyes with you. âJust have to be in the mood.â His grip on your leg tightened, and warmth pooled in the bottom of your stomach.
âThat so?â
âUh-huh,â he grinned, winking at you over his aviators. âIâm going for a swim.â
And with that, he was off like a shot towards the water, muscles expanding deliciously as he ran.
Bob was trying and failing to contain his laughter.
You read a few chapters of your book, stopping now and then to share lines you liked with Bob, who was doing the same. When Bradley came back dripping wet and somehow even more God-like than heâd been thirty minutes ago, you decided it might be a good idea to go for a swim as well, just to cool down. Being around him on base or at The Hard Deck was bad enough, but on a beach in Cabo in the blistering summer heat when he looked like that? It was impossible to think straight, especially when he pulled a sun lounger so close to yours that the arms touched and took a long drink from your water bottle. The worst part of it was that he did all this as if it were the most natural thing in the world. Almost like you were already a couple, which everyone else in your squad seemed to think you were.
Nat and Jake appeared with more drinks and a large platter of fresh fruit to share, which she promptly deposited in Bradleyâs lap so she could lay her beach towel out. Jake took one look at Bradley, who was so close to you you might as well have been sharing a sun lounger, and smirked to himself like the cat who got the cream.
âThis looks cosy,â he drawled, moving his toothpick from one corner of his mouth to another.
Bradley squinted up at him, unable to move without jostling the impressive tray of fruit. He seemed to be on the verge of saying something smart in response to Jakeâs commentâsomething that would probably make you even more flusteredâso you jumped up and grabbed hold of Natâs arm.
âShall we go for a swim?â
Nat straightened, eyes flicking from you to Bradley as a knowing look spread across her face. You could feel Bradleyâs gaze burning holes into your back, and you adjusted the straps of your white bikini self-consciously, suddenly hyperaware of the miles of skin you had on display.
âSure,â she replied, brows raised. Then, once you were out of earshot of the rest of the group: âYouâre acting weird.â
You threw your hands up. âI canât help it! I feel like a caged animal!â She laughed and you shot her a glare. âGlad to see my pain is funny to you, Trace.â
âOh come on,â she nudged your ribs playfully. âYou need to relax, stop taking it so seriously.â
Youâd reached the shore. The cool, clear water lapping at your ankles was just the kind of grounding you needed.
âI canât help it,â you whined. âThereâs too much pressure on the situation. Bob told me that Jake and Javy were behind us sharing a room.â
Nat rolled her eyes. âYou werenât supposed to know that.â
âYou knew too?â You exclaimed, shoving her lightly. âI canât believe you! Dating Hangman is really rubbing off on you in the worst possible way.â
The two of you waded deeper until the swell reached your waists; then, you leaned back and let the tide claim you, your hair fanning out beneath the waves.
âIf it makes you feel any better,â Nat said, pushing her dark hair out of her face. âBradley didnât know.â
You regarded your friend. Being the only two females in your squad meant that you were quite close, and you always knew when she was lying. You could tell by the set of her shoulders and the look in her eye that she was telling the truth about this.
âI just donât like being backed into a corner,â you admitted, scrunching your toes in the sand. âHe makes me nervous enough as it is.â
âY/N,â Nat sighed. âCan I give you a piece of advice?â
âI have a feeling youâre going to anyway, no matter what I say.â
She gave you a glib look. âGet out of your own head and just lean into it,â she told you. âSo what if Jake and Javy orchestrated the whole thing? At some point, something had to give. He looks at you like you hung the fucking moon in the sky.â
You couldnât help but glance back at the beach. With the distance, you couldnât be certain, but you were pretty sure that Bradley was still watching you over the top of his sunglasses.
âBob said pretty much the same thing,â you relented.
âWell, Bobâs a smart guy,â Nat said, standing up. âIf youâre not gonna listen to me, you should listen to him.â
You followed her back to shore, mulling over what sheâd said. Did Bradley really look at you like youâd hung the moon? Most of the time, you were too flustered to properly read into it, but maybe your friends were right, and there really was more to his flirting than simply getting under your skin.
As you approached the guys, Bradley tracked you without shame, leaning back on his forearms like he didnât have a care in the world. You almost lost your nerve when he sat up higher and pulled his sunglasses down further so he could see you better. For once, instead of shying away, you decided to be bold and add a little sway to your hips. His eyes immediately darkened as he ran his tongue over his bottom lip.
When you reached your sun lounger, you took your time drying off with your towel and brushing the sand from your legs before sitting down. Bradleyâs attention never once left you.
âYouâre always looking at me like that,â you said lowly, so only he could hear you.
âLike what?â He asked, smirking.
âYou know what.â
He reached up and ran his fingers through his curls and released a long breath. âSorry. Canât help it.â
His voice had dropped lower, and he seemed to be struggling to sit still. In the spirit of leaning into it like Nat had said, you allowed yourself a small moment of satisfaction in knowing you had an effect on him.
âDonât apologise,â you told him.
His eyes darted to you, questioning, like he wasnât sure whether heâd heard you correctly. The air seemed to shift around the two of you, and you were distantly aware that there was no turning back now.
âIâm gonna go get some ice cream,â you announced. âWant one?â
âSure,â he sputtered, tracking you once again as you stood up. âThanks.â
You flashed him your widest, prettiest smile and relished in the way his lips tugged upward beneath his moustache.
âNo problem, roomie.â
Bradley let you take the first shower when you got back to your room. You took your time washing your hair twice, and then took extra care scrubbing the sand from every inch of your body.
You were stalling.
The Daggers had a reservation at a fancy restaurant a little way from the resort, but it wasnât for another hour. That meant sixty whole minutes alone in a room with Bradley Bradshaw with nobody to act as a buffer and no ocean to disappear into.
Hence the twenty-minute-long shower.
The bathroom was just as beautiful as the rest of the suite, complete with a waterfall shower, his and hers sinks and light-up mirrors. You stepped out onto the fluffy mat in search of a towel, but all you could find was a couple of small hand towels.
An icy chill ran down your spine as you remembered the towels folded up at the foot of the bed.
Fuck.
Gingerly, you opened the bathroom door and poked your head out. Bradley was stretched out on the bed, flipping through your current read.
âCan you pass me a towel?â You squeaked. âThere are none in here.â
Bradleyâs head snapped up.
You watched the realisation that you were naked behind the door wash over him, and his eyes darkened just like they had on the beach. A sly grin tugged at his lips as he set your book down and swiped a towel from where they were folded into swans.
âWhatâs the magic word, sweetheart?â He teased, voice an octave lower than usual.
Your toes curled instinctively, grip tightening on the edge of the door
â...Please.â
He came right up to the bathroom door, but didnât hand the towel over right awayâjust stood there, a little too close, like heâd forgotten what he was supposed to be doing.
His eyes flicked over your face and settled on the water pooling in your collarbones. You thought you saw his breath hitch, though surely smug, confident Bradley Bradshaw wouldnât be so affected by the sight of your naked shoulders.
You reached around the door and waved your hands impatiently, and he blinked as though startled.
âSorry,â he murmured, biting back a grin as he handed you the towel. When his fingers brushed yours, your breath hitched, and you slammed the bathroom door shut suddenly and leaned against it.
He didnât even have to try to get you worked up. Honestly, it was a little embarrassing.
After wrapping yourself in the fluffy towel, you bit the bullet and walked out into the bedroom. All your clothes were in your suitcase becauseâof courseâyou hadnât thought to take them in the bathroom with you. You didnât feel like asking Bradley to root through all your underwear to find you an outfit, thank you very much.
He didnât move an inch as you sashayed across the room, just kept his eyes planted firmly on the wall in front of him, jaw set like it took effort to keep them there. After the way heâd stared at you at the beach earlier, you werenât sure why he was bothering to be chaste now. He swiped another towel from the foot of the bed and disappeared into the bathroom, all without fully turning around, like he was afraid to look at you.
Or maybe he was afraid that youâd look at him.
After taking a deep, steadying breath, you moisturised and put on your evening dress. It was a cute, baby yellow number that youâd picked out especially for this trip. Admittedly, youâd had Bradley in mind when youâd bought it, though youâd die before ever telling anyone this.
It was hot enough outside that you could leave your hair to air dry, so you grabbed a mini bottle of prosecco from the fridge and a glass and headed out onto the balcony. The view of the private beach was breathtaking and made you wish you could take vacations more often.
By the time you heard the bathroom door open, the sun had started to set, and youâd nearly finished your drink.
Bradley had taken longer than you in the shower, and that was saying something.
You blamed the bubbly for your inability to keep your eyes on the beautiful ocean view, and turned subtly in your seat.
Bradley had his back to you, a white towel hanging low on his waist. Up until now, you hadnât given menâs backs much thought, but now you were reconsidering. The expanse of tanned skin pulled taught over impressive muscles had you wondering about other areas of his body.
Now who was shamelessly staring?
Practically drooling, you watched him dig through his suitcase for some clothes, mesmerised by his fluid movementsâso mesmerised, in fact, you only just managed to turn back around before he dropped his towel to the floor.
âHey, Y/CS?â He called.
Your stomach somersaulted. âYeah?â You squeaked.
âThis mirror on the wall by the doorâs nice, huh?â He replied, smirk audible in his voice.
Your brows furrowed as you tried to work out what he was talking about. What did a mirror have to do with anything?
Silence stretched out for a second.
Then it dawned on you.
He must have seen you ogling him in the reflection.
Heat crept up the back of your neck as you rubbed your temples, wishing the ground would open up and swallow you whole.
After a few minutes of quietly simmering with embarrassment, Bradley appeared on the balcony, dressed in black dress pants and a loose-fitting, white linen shirt. Heâd combed his wet hair back, and his aviators were perched precariously on the tip of his nose. To top it all off, he smelled delicious.
âReady to go?â He asked innocently.
You knocked the rest of your drink back and stood up. âYep.â
He followed you across the room, and just as you opened the door, he placed a hand on your shoulder to stop you. Gently, he untucked your wet hair from beneath the back of your dress and tucked it over one shoulder so your back wouldnât get wet. It wasnât the feel of his fingers against the nape of your neck that startled you; it was the softness of the gesture. It affected you more than his loud, outward attempts at flirting.
You were frozen to the spot as he let his hand linger for a little longer than he shouldâve before pulling away.
âThanks.â You squeaked.
He was so close to you that you could feel his breath on the back of your neck as he said: âNo problem, roomie.â
The restaurant was called Jazzamango, and it sold the most expensive pizza youâd ever had in your entire life. It had been Mav and Pennyâs idea to come here, and they were paying for the whole thing. The Daggers were family, and you were grateful for the way Penny had taken you all under her wingâjust because Mav had to, didnât mean she did.
Naturally, you ended up sandwiched between Natasha and Bradley, because there had been no other seats left when you arrived. It was incredibly hard to focus on your $400 pizza when Bradleyâs leg kept knocking into yours beneath the ornately decorated table. Every time it happened, you inched a little closer to Nat.
âWanna sit in my lap or something?â she whisper-shouted after the fourth time it happened.
âSorry,â you hissed. âBradshawâs all up in my personal space.â
She rolled her eyes. âWell, youâre sharing a room with him for the next three nights, so you might wanna get used to it.â
You flashed your teeth at her. âThank you for captioning my nightmare.â
âYou know, this whole playing hard to get thing is getting really boring to watch,â she told you with a smirk. âI thought I told you to lean into it.â
His knee touched yours again, and this time you didnât move awayâyou told yourself it was because you had nowhere else to go, but was it?
âRelax,â Bradley murmured, low enough that only you could hear. âYou look like youâre about to bolt.â
âMaybe I am.â You shot back.
âDonât,â he said simply, before going back to his conversation with Reuben and his girlfriend.
By the time desert came out, you were jumpy, exhausted and ready for bed. Which wouldâve sounded inviting after a day of socialising, if not for the fact that you had to share with Bradley.
âSo,â Nat said suddenly, cutting into her piece of cheesecake. âHowâs the room?â
You almost choked on your drink, but Bradley didnât even look up from his plate. âGreat, actually.â He said.
âIs it?â She asked.
âYeah,â he said, finally glancing your way. âWeâre getting along really well.â
You kicked him under the table. Hard. His leg didnât move. In fact, it pressed closer.
You went completely still.
By now, you were sure this man was going to be the death of you, and you were sick of him always getting one up. Resolutely, you put your hand on the top of his thigh and squeezed, hoping nobody would notice. His fork clattered onto his half-empty plate as he glared at you, pupils blown completely black.
âYeah,â you smiled at Nat. âWe are.â
She couldnât see your hand from this angle, but she could see the pained expression on Bradleyâs face. Honestly, you were taken aback by your own boldness. You had no idea whether to move away or double down, and your pulse was going ohshitohshitohshit.
âWeirdos.â Nat huffed.
For the first time since youâd met him, Bradley Bradshaw didnât have a comeback.
He ate the rest of his dessert in a stunned sort of silence, glancing at you now and then like he was making sure you were really there.Â
When you got back to the room, the energy between you and Bradley was loaded in a way it hadnât been before.
You didnât know if Bob and Natâs words had gotten to you, if youâd had too much champagne or if the forced proximity to Bradley had finally broken down the last of your resolveâeither way, you were seeing the situation from an entirely new angle.
It was hard to believe that all these months of teasing had purely been for fun when heâd looked at you like that when youâd grabbed his thigh. And this stunned silence heâd been trapped in since the restaurant? It was so unlike him that you could only assume youâd had a real effect on him.
Bradley went over to the minibar and grabbed two miniature bottles of PatrĂČn.
âDo we have to pay for these?â He asked, waving the bottles at you.
âI guess so,â you replied, following him out to the balcony. âUnless the happy couple are footing the bill at the end.â
He handed you one of the bottles and uncapped his. âGuess weâll find out,â he smirked. âYou ready?â
You scrunched your nose up. âWeâre just gonna drink it straight?â
âThatâs the whole point of tequila,â he reasoned.
Shooting straight tequila in a hotel room with Bradley Bradshaw? You said a silent prayer for your sanity before following Bradleyâs lead and downing it, wincing at the harsh taste.
âI donât usually drink tequila,â you sputtered.
âNeither do I,â he admitted, smiling sheepishly. âDoesnât normally end well.â
âThatâs exactly what I was thinking,â you laughed.
And thatâs how you and Bradley ended up swapping stories about your worst drunken nights. By the end of it, you were clutching your sides, which ached from laughing so hard, and your jaw hurt from smiling so wide. He made you feel careless and present in the moment, as though nothing and nobody outside of it was more important. It was easier to laugh than to acknowledge what had changed.
Eventually, you cast a glance at the very inviting bed. Bradley watched you intently, like he was waiting to see what youâd say first.
The tequila had gone straight to your head. You leaned back in your seat and took a deep, steadying breath of ocean air.
âYou canât sleep on the floor, Rooster. I wouldnât be able to sleep.â
Bradley gave you a bemused grin. âYou wouldnât be able to sleep?â
âNo,â you pouted. âBecause Iâd just be thinking about how uncomfortable you were all night.â
Fiddling with his empty bottle, Bradley smiled dazzlingly. âYou would?â
Before you could stop the words flying out of your mouth, you asked: âIs it so hard to believe that I care about you?â
Bradleyâs smile dropped, suddenly serious. âKinda.â
His admission was like a sharp stab in your chest. âWell, I do.â
He didnât drop his gaze from you as he said: âThatâs good to know.â
Suddenly, the quiet between you was too loud. You couldnât sit still anymore, and you could feel your clothes sticking to your body.
âIâm going to put my pyjamas on,â you announced, getting up from your seat.
âNeed a hand?â Bradley teased.
Your mouth dried out at the thought. âNope,â you squeaked, hurrying into the bathroom with your night things.
As you dressed, you wished youâd brought something a bit nicer than an old Harley Davidson t-shirt and skimpy sleep shorts, but you hadnât been expecting anyone to see you after 10pm. What kind of psycho could sleep in lace, anyway?
After brushing your teeth and combing through your hair, you headed back into the bedroom where Bradley was perched on the edge of the bed scrolling on his phone. He was shirtless in a pair of grey sleep shorts, and your brain short-circuited at the thought of sharing a bed with him.
When you flopped down on top of the duvet, he turned to face you, propping his head up on his hands. God, he was handsome. Nobody had the right to be so perfect.
âI sleep with the windows open,â you told him, lips tugging upward. âNo AC. And sometimes I snore if Iâm really tired.â
Bradley laughed delightedly. âI sleep with the windows open too,â he told you. âAnd I snore all the time.â
âNow youâve got me second-guessing letting you sleep in the bed with me,â you joked.
Bradley laughed again, and something in your chest shifted. You found yourself trying to come up with ways to hear that laugh again.
He sat up and moved further up the bed, close enough to you that you could feel heat rolling off him.
âYouâre on my side, though,â he said huskily.
âThat so?â You asked, raising a brow.
âYup.â
Emboldened by the wicked glint in his eye, you straddled him so you could get to the other side of the bed. Instinctively, his hands flew to your hips, and even though the contact and proximity were short-lived, it still set an electric current buzzing beneath your skin. His little âoofâ had your pulse jumping into your throat.
Without giving him any time to respond, you reached over and snapped the bedside lamp on, plunging you into near total darkness. The only light came from the moon, which was almost full up in the sky, and a spattering of twinkling stars.
Bradley pulled the duvet back and nestled beneath it, and you followed suit. You could barely hear the ocean outside over the pounding of your own heart as you grabbed a few of the extra pillows (what bed needed this many?) and made a barrier between the two of you. You knew full well that it was childish, and you felt a bit like an idiot, but really, what other choice did you have?
âYouâre not serious,â Bradley laughed, voice more unsteady than usual. You couldnât tell him that you didnât trust yourself, or that you knew youâd never drift off to sleep if you could feel him lying beside you.
âNight roomie.â You said sweetly.
He scoffed, but you could hear the smile in his voice when he said: âYeah. Goodnight.â
You woke up a few hours later completely disoriented.
It took you a moment to remember that you were away in Cabo, and not in your own bed in San Diego.
Slowly, you came to terms with your surroundings: the lovely, light breeze in through the balcony doors, the sound of the ocean gently lapping the shore, and someone snoring.
Your brain hadnât quite caught up yetâit was still somewhere between sleep and waking.
And then it did, all at once.
The pillow barrier youâd built hastily before falling asleep had been kicked to the foot of the bed. In your sleep, you and Bradley seemed to have found your way into each otherâs arms. Your face was pretty much buried in his chest, and both of his strong arms were wrapped around you. He smelled of sandalwood and sunscreen, and he was so incredibly warm.
Youâd never been this close to him before. Not like this. Not where you could feel every single breath he took.
The heat you were becoming all too familiar with unfurled deep in your belly. It was desire mixed with nerves and anticipation, and it was slightly intoxicating; better than any expensive champagne.
You debated rolling away, probably should have rolled away. But you didnât.
You couldnât.
Bradley was so warm and inviting, and he wasnât awake to make a sly remark and totally ruin the bliss. Tentatively, you draped your arm across his middle, hand hovering for a second before you let it settle against his back, fingertips tracing slow, absent lines like you were testing whether the moment was real. He shuddered in his sleep, and your breath caught, and not because heâd movedâbecause heâd felt it.
You bit back a pleased grin.
Just as youâd started to drift off again, his arms tightened around you, somehow pulling you even closer.
âY/N?â He murmured.
You inhaled sharply. âYeah?â
âAre we cuddling?â
And damn if his raspy, sleepy voice wasnât the sexiest thing youâd ever heard in your entire life.
âI think so.â You whispered.
Silence for a second, then a quiet, âOkay.â
His grip didnât loosen; it just settled, like heâd decided something. And not two minutes later, he was snoring again.
Just like that.
You didnât move, not even after heâd fallen asleep.
And that meant something you werenât quite ready to face just yet.Â
Bradley didnât think heâd ever been this close to losing his mind before.
Every little thing you did drove him insaneâthe way you got embarrassed and couldnât hold eye contact when he flirted with you, the smell of your expensive shampoo, the sight of you in that fucking white bikini, water sliding down your stomach and legs.
And now, he could add your little snores and the way you clung to him like a koala in your sleep to the list.
He woke up to you still nestled against his chest, arms wrapped around his torso like you two did this sort of thing every night. It didnât surprise him that you two fit together like puzzle piecesâheâd always known that you were meant for each other. What surprised him was that you hadnât moved all night, even after waking up and finding yourself pressed against him. Most of the time, he had a hard time even having a serious conversation with you without you disappearing on him or retreating inward, so he was counting this as a step in the right direction.
Being careful not to wake you, he peeled your arm off him and crept to the bathroom, closing the door behind him softly. No matter what, he started every single day with an ice-cold shower, but today it was more necessary than usual. His skin smelled of your perfume, he finally knew what it felt like to hold you close, and after spending the better part of six hours pressed up against your gorgeous body, he was more than flustered.
He gripped the edge of the bathroom sink, suddenly all too aware of his own body, which had totally betrayed him.
He felt more than a little guilty for sorting out his morning problem with you sleeping ten feet away, but what other choice did he have? You cut and run from in The Hard Deck when he winked at you, so he couldnât imagine what would happen if you woke up to his dick pressing against your stomach. Hell, youâd probably never be able to be in the same room as him again.
Bradley tried not to take it personally; he really did. He understood that you were shy and more reserved than the rest of your rowdy squad. But that was one of the things he loved most about you. He also knew that you didnât believe that he genuinely liked you, that he wanted more with you than the sex he hinted at too often.
Maybe that was his own fault, but he just loved teasing you so damn much.
As he went through the motions of his morning routine, he thought about how incredible it had felt to wake up cuddling you. By the time he was done in the bathroom, heâd replayed the memory so many times he no longer fully believed that it had really happened. Had he dreamt your arms tightening around him, or the lazy circles youâd traced into his back?
The sight of you tucked up in the middle of the bed, hair splayed out across his pillow, was the only proof he had that any of it was real. Bradley dressed quickly and grabbed his phone and key card. Breakfast would be starting any minute, and he thought you might like some time to yourself to get ready for the busy day ahead. Cocktails had been scheduled for the afternoon, followed by the rehearsal dinner, and he knew you well enough to know that youâd want some time to charge your social battery before all that.
Down in the restaurant, Natasha, Jake, Mickey and Bob were already seated at a table close to the window. Bradley grabbed himself a cup of black coffee and a plate of fresh fruit before joining them.
âThere he is!â Jake said, smirking smarmily.
âFucking finally!â Nat exclaimed. âI need details, now. Did it happen?â
Bradley stabbed a strawberry with his fork. âNo.â
All four of his squad mates visibly deflated with disappointment. âWhat do you mean âno?ââ Nat demanded. âYou shared a bed with her! She had like, four glasses of champagne!â
âSo?â Bradley rolled his eyes. âWhat was I supposed to do, take advantage of her because she was drunk?â
Bob leaned forward in his seat. âDid anything happen? Anything at all?â
Bob Floyd wasnât one for gossip, so if he was interested, then the situation must have been getting dire.
Bradley shrugged. âWe had some tequila, chatted for a while, then we went to bed.â
âDid you share the bed?â Mickey asked, waggling his eyebrows.
âYeah,â Bradley snorted. âWith a fucking pillow shield between us.â
Jakeâs eyes lit up, and Bradley immediately regretted saying anything. If you found out that heâd told anyone about what had gone on behind closed doors, youâd never talk to him again.
âCome on, Rooster,â Nat pleaded. âJust make a move already!â
âI donât know if she wants that! Sheâs so hot and cold, I never know whether Iâm coming or going.â
âBut I bet you wish you were coââ
Natasha punched Jakeâs arm, cutting him off abruptly. Bradley busied himself with his fruit, although it was difficult to focus with four pairs of eyes boring holes into the top of his head.
He huffed. âWe cuddled.â
Chaos erupted. He only meant to give them something to shut them up, but now he was being bombarded with a whole slew of other questions, like âwho initiated it?â and âdid you get to second base?â Bradley banged his fork down onto the table.
âCan you guys cut it the fuck out!â He snapped. âItâs none of your businessâand if you tell her I told you that, Iâll never speak to any of you again.â
Mickey snorted. âYeah, cos it took you a whole fucking year to even get her in a room alone.â
Bradley picked up a grape and threw it at Mickeyâs head.
âLow blow, Fanboy,â Nat growled.
Mickey threw his hands up. âBut itâs true!â
âY/Nâs different,â Bob said quietly. âIf you really wanna be with her, you have to show her that itâs not all just for show.â
Bradley blinked. He knew you and Bob talked a lot, probably because you were both quiet and relatively reserved. Judging by the look in the WSOs eyes, he knew more than he was letting on.
Nat nodded in agreement. âBobâs right,â she said. âMaybe slow down on the flirting and let her get comfortable.â
Bradley chewed on this. Out of everyone in your squad, Phoenix and Bob definitely knew you best. If he was going to take anyoneâs advice, it would be theirs. Maybe all his shameless flirting was only harming his cause.
He could tone it back, let you come to him for a change. He just had to hope that you actually did, because he didnât think he could survive another night in bed with you without kissing you.
Bradley couldnât stop admiring the way your pretty, blue evening dress clung to your body in all the right places. You looked so stunning he couldnât think straight, just kept going back to the previous night in his mind.
You sipped your cocktail, smiling slightly at something Penny was telling you.
It was the first time heâd seen you since this morning in the room. When you hadnât come down for breakfast, heâd taken you up a croissant and some coffee, but you werenât in the room. Heâd checked the beach, the pool and the bar, but he hadnât been able to find you anywhere. He didnât even see you when he went back to the room to get ready for cocktails and the rehearsal dinner, which was disconcerting.
It wasnât until heâd arrived at the garden that he saw you, leaning against the wall with an impressive-looking drink in hand, chatting with Penny. Either you hadnât seen him come in, or you were ignoring him, because you hadnât so much as glanced in his direction.
Javy clapped a hand on his back, startling Bradley from his reverie.
âHowâs it going?â He asked, face split in a wide grin.
âGood,â Bradley replied. âWhat about you? Feeling the pre-wedding jitters yet?â
Javy shook his head. âNot in the slightest. When you know, you know. Iâve never been more sure of anything my whole life.â
Bradleyâs eyes darted to you. âI get that, man.â
Javy followed Bradleyâs line of sight and smiled sheepishly. âI hear mine and Jakeâs plan isnât exactly working.â
Bradley shrugged, hoping he didnât look as dejected as he felt. âBob and Phoenix think Iâve been coming on too strong, but Iâm not sure if itâs that anymore. Maybe she just doesnât like me back.â
âBullshit,â Javy said. âYou just need to take a different approach.â
âYeah, so Iâve heard.â
âItâll happen. Like I just saidâwhen you know, you know.â
Bradley nodded, because he did know. He just wasnât sure that you did.
You were halfway through your drink when you felt him beside you. You kept your eyes trained on the couples dancing beneath the pergola, which was strung with twinkling, golden fairy lights. Bradley inched closer to you, resting his arm on the back of the stool you were sitting on. You wore a backless dress, and the feeling of his arm against your bare skin reminded you of last night.
âYou disappeared on me today,â he said quietly.
You leaned back slightly until you were almost in the crook of his arm âSorry.â
âEverything okay?â
You didnât even know where to start. âYeah,â you said. âJust wanted some peace and quiet.â
âCharming,â he said, voice teasing.
âI didnât meanââ you sputtered, covering your face with your hands. âI didnât mean it like that.â
His chuckle reverberated through your body. When you removed your hands from your face, he leaned even closer to you. âItâs okay,â he murmured, eyes darting to your lips. âI get it. You donât have to hide from me, Y/N. I can go as slow as you want.â
You lost yourself in the depths of him, totally enamoured. It was as if the rest of the garden had faded away, and it was just you and Bradley left. A few more inches, and you couldâve kissed him. It wouldâve been so easy if you could just forget about your insecurities and stop overthinking everything.
âWhy do you keep trying with me?â You asked a little breathlessly.
He tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, thumb lightly brushing your jaw, and your whole body trembled with a mix of nerves and anticipation.
âWhy wouldnât I?â He answered.
Your eyes fluttered closed. His breath fanned across your face as he exhaled, slowly closing the distance between the two of you. Your stomach flipped just as the tip of his nose bumped yours, and
âEveryone, if you could please make your way to the dining area,â somebody announced over the microphone. âDinner will be served shortly.â
The spell was broken.
Around you, everyone scraped their stools back or set their empty glasses down on tables. Your body was a live wire, veins coursing with adrenaline that now had no place to go. Bradley pulled back, and your heart sank, and that was when you realised just how much you wanted him to kiss you.
He gazed at you longingly and held out his hand for you to hold, which you took. âLater,â he breathed.Â
This time, when Bradleyâs leg touched yours beneath the dinner table, you didnât pull away.
That alone told you everything had changed.
Like last night, youâd spent most of dinner thinking about sharing a room with Bradley, but it was different tonight. Youâd given yourself time to breathe instead of immediately talking yourself out of anything. You hadnât let yourself go round in circles about the cuddling or what it meant, just let yourself accept that it had been nice. And that almost kiss? The way your body and heart had reacted told you everything you needed to know about how you truly felt about Bradleyâsomething youâd always known, deep down, but had been too afraid to let yourself accept.
Part of you still found it hard to believe that Bradley truly liked you, but Bob and Natâs words were starting to make a lot more sense to you now youâd seen he could give you more than obnoxiously flirty comments that set your skin on fire.
I can go as slow as you want.
Bradley was midway through a conversation with Mav when he filled your wine glass up for you, like taking care of you was something he didnât even have to think about.
You tipped your head to the side, resting it on his shoulder for two seconds while you thanked him.
Nat, who was opposite you tonight, caught the whole thing and raised a brow.
You flushed scarlet, but didnât pull away from Bradley, and she smirked knowingly. The two of you were good at having conversations with just facial expressions, and hers right now told you that you would be talking about this later, even if she had to tie you down to force information out of you.
When you finally looked away from her, your eyes caught on Bradleyâs. He wasnât listening to Maverick anymore; he was already looking at you. Not in that easy, teasing way you were used toânot like he was about to say something that would make your cheeks burn and your heart race for all the wrong reasons. This was quiet and steadier, like he was waiting.
Your breath hitched as something warm and certain settled low in your chest.
You didnât look away this time, and neither did he.
After dinner, Javy and Paisleyâs parents gave lovely speeches, and then, as he was basically an extra father for all intents and purposes, Mav gave one too. It made you a little emotional to see Mav standing so proudly as he recounted stories about Javy and his many achievements in the Dagger squad.
By the time all the plates were cleared and the speeches were finished, you could hardly keep your eyes open.
Bradley put a steadying hand on your shoulder. âShall we go up to bed?â
Youâd never experienced butterflies like the swarm that fluttered in your stomach at those words. Like going up to bed was something the two of you didâlike it was normal. A world existed where those words actually meant something, and the two of you were right on the precipice of it.
âYeah,â you said, taking his hand once again. âLetâs.â
He was grinning from ear to ear as you stood up and wrapped your hand around his bicep.
You threw a glance behind you at your squad, who were losing their collective shit. Maverick and Penny shared a knowing look that made you wonder just how many people were rooting for you and Bradley, and whether you were supposed to be flattered or embarrassed by it.Â
The room felt different.
When Bradley closed the door behind you, it felt smaller than it had before. You kicked your shoes off and sashayed over to the bed, all too aware of Bradley trailing behind you.
âWant a drink?â He asked, voice thick with tension.
You nodded, and he set about pouring two glasses of wine.
He crouched down by the fridge, and you stared at the muscles in his arms as he uncorked a bottle of white wine and poured two big glasses.
It was a stark contrast to how you were used to seeing him: climbing into a multi-million dollar fighter jet, body tense but relaxed at the same time in a way that came only from being in the military. He was a totally different guy in this setting, and you couldnât decide which version you liked best.
Your brain was ticking again now, starting to spiral. What if this didnât work out? What if it all went to hell in a handbasket and you couldnât work together anymore? What if all your worst fears came true, and Bradley decided you werenât right for him after all?
You snatched your pyjamas from beneath your pillow and clambered off the bed towards the bathroom.
âGoing to change.â You muttered.
You pushed the door open and stepped in, but before you could close it, Bradley was there, hand around your wrist and a steady look on his face.
âDonât,â he said, gently tugging you towards him. âDonât do that.â
âDo what?â You asked hoarsely, laying your hands on his chest to steady yourself.
âRun. You donât get to look at me like that and then run.â
He was almost pleading, and you were struggling to catch a breath.
âThis whole time, I thought this was just you beingâŠyou,â you admitted. âI never thought you actuallyââ
âLiked you?â He released a shaky laugh. âI honestly donât know what else I can do to get you to believe me.â
He let go of your arm and ran his hands through his curls.
âAt the start, I thought you were just flirting with me as a joke,â you admitted, cheeks flaming. âAnd then when you didnât stop, I started to wonder why youâd even go for someone like me. Iâm quiet and boring, and youâre like sunshine, Bradley,â you took a breath, and he reached out like he was going to touch you before thinking better of it. âThen this weekend, Nat and Bob have been trying to convince me that you really do like me and to just relax, but I canât because youâre you and Iâm me and you just make me so fucking nervous andââ
Bradleyâs lips crashed into yours as he pressed you up against the wall, caging you in with his arms. Youâd been kissed before, but not like thisânot like you were the very air somebody needed to survive. It was natural then, the way you put your hands on the back of Bradleyâs neckâstill warm from the heat of the dayâand pulled him in closer, licking his bottom lip and deepening the kiss. He whimpered, like actually whimpered, when you began exploring his mouth, and your stomach clenched so hard it was almost painful.
When he eventually pulled away, he was panting hard, eyes blown so wide you lost yourself in them for a moment.
âI canât believe youâd think that,â he breathed. âYouâyouâre everything,â he swallowed thickly, cupping your face in his hands. âIâve liked you since the day I met you, but every day thatâs passed since then itâs only gotten stronger. And maybe I shouldâve given you more than stupid comments, but I didnât wanna risk fucking things up with you.â
You closed your eyes and rubbed your nose against his. âIâm sorry for pushing you away.â
He kissed you slow and gentle, like he had all the time in the world. âYou have nothing to be sorry for, sweetheart.â You laid your hands flat on his chest and pushed him towards the bed, collapsing on top of him in fits of giggles. He gazed up at you, well, like youâd hung the moon. Nat had been right about that, at least. With his eyes wide, curls a mess and his lips slightly parted he looked totally disarmed, like youâd rocked the very foundations he existed upon. His hands came to rest on your hips as you leaned down and kissed him again, his moustache tickling the tip of your lip.
If you were to be honest with yourself, it was a feeling youâd been imagining for a very long time, but a feeling you never felt like you were allowed to want.
You could feel the way your weight was affecting him by his short breaths, wandering hands and the impressive length pressing against the inside of your thigh. The idea of sleeping with him both terrified and excited you at the same time. What if you didnât live up to his standards? What if it made him change his mind?
It wouldâve been easy to go into a downward spiral, but every passionate kiss and hungry grab pushed the negative thoughts further and further away until there was only him.
Just Bradley.
If youâd known it was going to be this easy, youâd have leaned into it a long time ago.
You pulled back slightly, and he leaned forward, chasing your lips for another kiss.
âIf we do this,â you panted. âI donât want it to be because of tequila and a wedding.â
He softened, adjusting you so you lay beside him, facing him. He twirled a strand of your hair around his finger absentmindedly. âWeâll go at whatever pace you want,â he rasped. âIâve waited a year for you, and I wouldâve waited five more if I had to.â
Your heart soared. âYouâre lying.â
He shook his head. âI wouldnât lie about something like that, Y/N.â
And you believed him. âThank you for being patient.â
He kissed you again and smiled against your lips. âThanks for believing me.â
Bradley opened his arms so you could snuggle closer, tucking you beneath his chin and tangling his legs with yours. In a way, it was even better than the kiss. He made you feel safe and secure, and what more could you really ask for than that?
âBig day tomorrow,â he murmured, and you could hear how sleepy he was.
You âhmmedâ in agreement, and Bradley reached up and started combing through your hair with his fingers. Your eyes drifted closed, and you knew it wouldnât be long before you fell asleep.
You didnât miss the hopefulness in his tone when he asked: âThat thing you said yesterday, about finding the right guy?â
âToo soon to say,â you replied, smiling against his chest. âBut Iâm pretty certain.â
The next morning, the two of you meandered down to the beach hand in hand. Javy and Paisley had chosen to have their ceremony on the sand, and you made Bradley stop so you could kick your heels off and walk barefoot. He had a massive, lottery-winning grin on his face that hadnât disappeared all morning, and matched your own.
It had taken you longer than necessary to get ready because heâd kept interrupting you with kisses and hugs and compliments, and as a result, the two of you were the last to take your seats. The Dagger squad had a whole row to themselves, and Nat had saved you and Bradley the seats on the end.
All of themâincluding Penny and Maverickâhad twisted around in their seats to get a look at the two of you walking down the aisle. All of them had variations of ecstatic and shit-eating grins on their faces. Nat and Jake were the worst of them all, and you knew that you were never going to hear the end of this. Jake would probably have âThe Reason Bradley and Y/N Finally Got Togetherâ carved into his tombstone.
âAre those wedding bells I hear?â Jake teased when the two of you sat down.
Bradley glanced around. âNo, I think weâve still got ten minutes till the ceremony starts.â
âNot what I meant.â Jake smirked.
Javy, who was standing at the altar looking very dapper in his tux, waved enthusiastically.
âDID IT WORK?â He yelled.
Everyone in the audience turned to look at you and Bradley. Youâd never felt embarrassment like it, but Bradley squeezed your hand encouragingly, and it faded away.
He was good at that.
Jake stood up. âYEAH, IT WORKED! FINALLY!â
Javy cheered, and the rest of the Daggers followed suit. Nat and Bob were giving you smug, âI told you soâ looks that made you feel a bit like an idiot. You didnât let yourself dwell on all the time youâd spent overthinking it.
Maybe it had taken a while, but youâd gotten here in the end. But you supposed everything happened exactly when it was supposed toânot a second before nor after.
And the two of you were right on time.










