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Starter for : @boarsinned Being back at the Boarhat after a few years felt strange, but seeing all of his friends together again is nice. The small form of Escanor makes his way around the bar to look over his stock. Being the bar master of the boarhat is difficult with Captain and Ban drinking everything. Looking over the many ale’s and rums Escanor could not help but notice the lack of wines.A bar should have a wide selection of drinks.  Since Escanor is the only one there he could use this opportunity to create make some new wines. Maybe he could finally make a wine as perfect as my dear Merlin. Stepping into the back room behind the bar were supplies he ask for not long ago. Escanor carefully rolls up his sleeve and get to work on the rare grapes he ask King to get for him from Fairy forest. While working the small man quietly works on some poetry.  

                                                                                ❛ you won’t find it here. ❜

he would not deny it used to exist however━  oh, he could not. how could he? when the remnants of his affection still echo’d in his body today? he had memories of the warmth he felt upon thinking of her, the loneliness when she was not near, and the bittersweet love of when she was. it was still in his mind, and even now he felt the residue of delight upon thinking of her, as if a thousand years of habits still demanded pleasure in what he found beautiful. 

but it was not only she he loved.    merlin had always been near and dear to him, in such a way that it still bathed with regret. she had been neglected throughout the years- perhaps not by his own fault, but perhaps by her drive for independence. but that guilt still laid with him. he, who had been too distracted by his own suffering and repression to notice the trials of the daughter who suffered alongside him. he loved her dearly, and while that love did not breathe of the same painful cuts that he had for the goddess elizabeth, he would never deny her importance to his hearts. 

but he would deny that he still felt it. for he didn’t━   as the depth of his being were compassion once laid was as empty and desolate as his sense of self. the demon king to be retained only the vague memories of his affection and love for his companions, but he could make little sense of it. why had he felt this way? how did he feel this way? it was almost painful to miss it.so he didn’t miss it.

                THE  GODDESS  GLANCES  DOWN   at  the  young  girl  ,  soft  surprise  at  her  words.    ‘  hair  cutting  — ?  ’  her  hand  brushes  against  her  own  bangs  (  self  cut  -  she ’ d  been  so  proud  of  herself  )  ,  she  knew  how  to  cut  her  own  hair  —  she  could  probably  cut  someone  else ‘ s.    

⚛  100 Random Character Development Questions@boarsinned

091. What type of music does your character like?

⚛  I think Elaine would be into pop, classical, musicals, lo-fi would be a major one, celtic, indie, soul and ambient would be another major one.

095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do.

⚛ This one’s a bit trickier because I don’t know what others wouldn’t expect Elaine to do, so I’ll just put out three random facts. Sorry I’m sort of avoiding this question haha.

⚛  She can play the violin.

⚛ She despises the silence and will do whatever she can to avoid it. Yet, in saying this, she is happy to sit and listen to the breeze through the trees.

He was cautious to approach her, as always when in his noon form. How pitiful, he inwardly tormented. Though he was hesitant, he wanted to ensure Merlin was still alive and to protect her while she recovered, despite his pathetic, current strength levels.

⚛  Aaah! You sweetheart! Yes !