#bnm trainees

it’s not as if you’re rich or anything

more like you’re a twenty-nine year old virgin whose mother decided that she had enough of seeing you so alone with 101 cats

not really 101

it’s just one cat

but someone she keeps on calling you a lonely cat lady??

mum pls

so she decided to sign you up to an arrange marriage

without your knowledge or consent

off she goes imputing your personal details into the list of arranged marriage candidates

so on the day of your so called ‘big event’ (which was disguised as a fancy dinner with your mother), you were dressed up pretty nicely

wearing a long sleeved silk top and a pencil skirt paired with comfortable heels

it was kinda weird how she didn’t want to use the same car despite going to the exact same destination

but you weren’t that suspicious of her so you let it be

she hadn’t mentioned anything much really

so you were like

‘my guard is down’

haha

…

and when you arrived, you were escorted to a private room when you mentioned which reservation you were under

but wtf is this??

you were hella confused “I think you got the wrong room” you said to the waiter

yeah no way that you were dining in with a random man

you were having dinner with your mama for god’s sake!

“uhm no… the reservation under this name was for this room” the waiter muttered and went to double check with the front desk

“ah are you (insert full name)?” the male questions while promptly standing up from his seat

“nice to meet you I’m Im youngmin” he smiled, offering one hand

you’re awkward and all but you learnt manners as you were growing up… so you gave him the damn handshake and slowly nodded like

“uh yeah, nice to meet you two”

the waiter kinda left the room and you’re seated but has no idea what the hell you’re doing here but you have to polite and not just storm out of the room

youngmin’s a rather cheery guy who tries to make you feel comfortable despite the tension between the two of you (no, not that kind)

“so what are your hobbies?” is rather interested in you and you figured that this is some kind of matchmaking scheme your mum has for you

“reading and taking a walk i guess” you’d be rather skeptical in really telling him what you like to do in your down time, opting to go with the average response

“reading? really?” he’d brighten up at that

“what kind of books do you like to read?”

and you’re pretty much screwed because you lied straight up in his face

trying your best to save the current situation, you’d tryto recall the book you read back in high school for your english class

“um to kill a mockingbird?”

youngmin would be totally stoked to hear your have a similar preference to his kind of reads

and then he’d get so into discussing the book, with you trying to recall what you wrote for that essay back in midterms

but the male was quite receptive of you having a hard time to reply, “what are your actual hobbies?”

and you’d meekly apologise, to which he says ‘that’s fine’ with a wide smile (he’s just killing you softly with guilt)

when you truthfully reveal what you like to do, it turns out the both of you had some things in common .and before long, dinner ended way earlier than you’d expect it to be, almost frustrated when the both of you walk out of the restaurant, youngmin simply smiling back at you

“so i’ll see you next time?” he hums whilst pulling the cab door open for you.

you’re surprised that he’d like to see you again, “really?”

you’ve worked hard lee daehwi. congratulations

@hitoritabi: just adding a note that Daehwi NEVER talked about his parents or his father passing away in the entire show, he never used his backstory for votes and even today, his story was only revealed after voting closed. he wishes to be judged by his own merit and he was.

he is the first center and A class. he never dropped out of top 11 even when he had massive controversies forced on him. in every evaluation, even when he is at the edge, he worked hard and did his best and got praises from trainers and trainees alike. he always smiled and received any place he got with calmness.

member: kim donghyun genre: fluffy w a lil bit of angst summary: you’re a new trainee at BNM and the male and female trainees are going to have a special collaborative month, when a male trainee with soft brown eyes and the sweetest smile catches your eye what will you do? requested: yes

you were a bnm trainee and you’ve trained there for only 1 month

you joined the company together with a girl called yoojung 

you, yoojung and the other female trainee, somi who was already there for a few months, basically became inseparable friends

you were already known for your killer dance moves and hella sweet vocals but you struggled with high notes 

all three of you did really so all of you always had fun trying to hit them and completely failing and laughing at each other 

you were also super excited to meet some of the guy trainees 

because according to somi, there were 4 of them and they were all gorgeous and super talented

she was friends with all four but especially close with daehwi

the boys and girls schedules never intertwined so you never saw any of the bnm boys

but when Rhymer (the CEO) announced that he was doing a special collaborative month for the female and male trainees and that the classes would be combined to create more competition so that we would all push ourselves

the thing is there were only 4 male trainees, and 3 female trainees 

because of Rhymer being extremely selective and only starting the idea of idol groups very recently 

you really liked Rhymer as a CEO, he gave you all quite a bit of freedom, he didn’t even have a dating ban his reason being was

the best music comes from either being in love or being heartbroken and that needs experience

but that love should never interfere with your career 

anyways when you three heard the news 

you all squealed and jumped around 

somi basically screaming “I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE DAEHWI MY FLUFFBALL”

yoojung also being like “GUYS what if one of us have to do a couple dance with one of the trainees??!!! I’d probably faint” she ended with a giggle

you smile at your friends and try to downplay your excitement saying “hmmm it’ll be nice to learn and get feedback from the other trainees”

somi teasingly says “OH COME ONNN Y/N!! live a little i bet you’ll fall for one of the guys” she ends with a cute little wink

you blush and deny it outright “oh hell no, i want to debut and a guy will just get in the way”

“mhmm keep on telling yourself that” yoojung says disbelievingly

*time skip to the day where you meet the bnm boys*

you can’t help but to dress a bit nicer instead of a normal baggy t shirt and really worn out shorts, you wore tight sport grey shorts and a cropped loose black t shirt both super comfy and great to dance in

you look at somi and yoojung who look so much better than you actually putting effort into what they wear

anyways you enter the dance studio and there’s Rhymer who greets you three and 4 boys all extremely good looking who immediately stand up and greet you all with a bow saying

“hi! we’re the male bnm trainees, please take care of us!”

your eye catches a super sweet looking guy with jet black hair and a smile which could melt the coldest hearts

he gives you a grin making your heart surprisingly flutter 

you scold yourself in your head “no no no not falling for any guys remember that y/n okay?”

the four boys then introduce themselves

the first guy, has honey blonde hair and looks so adorable and cute introduces himself super brightly as daehwi, you see him and somi waving at each other

the second guy with dark red hair and gorgeous brown eyes introduces himself in a low soothing voice as youngmin 

the third guy who looks nervous but still looks confident with dark brown hair and a killer smile which showcased his adorable snaggletooth introduces himself as woojin

then you turn your attention to the fourth guy

your heart flutters again and you’re annoyed at yourself, again

you admire his soft eyes and super nice smile, in a soft sweet voice he introduces himself as donghyun 

as he introduces himself he looks you straight in the eye making you want to squeal like a little girl on christmas day

you three girls introduce yourself super quickly greeting them as well

“hey it’s nice to meet you all!” you say in unison

somi and yoojung introduces themselves super confidently and brightly and then it’s your turn you feel slightly nervous but muster up your most confident tone

“hello my name i-is y/n!” 

you slightly stutter in the middle because you saw donghyun whisper something in youngmin’s ear and both of them looking at you in the process

you feel self conscious wondering if they’re mocking you, you slightly frown at the thought

but on the contrary, donghyun was saying how you were super pretty even in just a training outfit 

your thoughts gets interrupted by Rhymer who says to all of you

“so now since introductions are finished, i will give you a brief outline on what’s happening in the next month. in a month’s time you all will have to perform in front of your sunbaes, there will be three groups. one for vocals, one for dance and one for rap. the rap will be original lyrics from the two rappers but the music will already be produced. the vocals will be three people and they will have to compose the song and lyrics since there are more people. the dance group will be a couple dance and you will have to make a choreography designed in a couple format.”

all of you try to process everything

and there are a million thoughts in your brain but the one that stands out the most is a bit of you hoping and hoping

that you would be paired up with donghyun for the couple dance

you try to dismiss the thought but you can’t 

Rhymer announces that you’ll all have about 4 hours today but then only an hour each day and everything else must be done in your spare time

he also announces he already decided the groups and starts to call out names “yoojung and youngmin for rap, daehwi, somi and donghyun for vocals and woojin and y/n for dance”

your heart sinks as you hear your name for dance paired up with woojin instead of donghyun

you give a small smile to woojin who smiles hesitantly back

you hear yoojung whisper in your ear ‘ooo couple dancing with woojin huh?” 

you scold her “i’m not interested in him that way yoojung” 

she just lifts an eyebrow and you roll your eyes at her antics

you look at donghyun who has a small frown on his face and as he looks up at you his face brightens and he gives you a grin

you smile back shyly trying to ignore the butterflies which keep on occurring whenever you see him

anyways everyone gets in their groups and heads to different practice rooms

you discuss with woojin about which songs you want to do

you decide on wild thoughts by rihanna agreeing it’s a good beat and it’ll be easy to do a couple dance to

woojin and you were super shy and awkward at first but then suddenly you both get super comfortable with each other and is just super in awe of each other’s dancing

surprisingly after like an hour or so woojin loosens up and so do you and is a lot of fun and jokes around a lot, the whole couple dance thing isn’t awkward at all and you both think it’s just hilarious 

in a span of a couple of hours you guys become really close but not in a romantic way at all much more like siblings than anything else

by the end of your practice session you guys end up rolling with laughter than actually practicing 

unknown to you donghyun and youngmin was walking past 

donghyun saw you and woojin fooling around and having so much fun

he couldn’t help but be jealous of you two 

he knew he was going to have a massive crush on you from the moment you entered the room 

it kind of hit him again how much he already likes you, since he’s already being super jealous

he knew he felt something before from

the shy smiles you guys exchanged made his heart flutter and beat super fast

youngmin interrupted his thoughts saying “yah! donghyun you look super upset, you’re jealous aren’t you? you really like her don’t you but you haven’t even talked to her!” 

“i know i haven’t youngmin-ah i want to though” donghyun replies with a sigh

youngmin gives him a cheeky smile and says “well we’re gonna change that”

he pushes donghyun into the training room and he follows

youngmin announces brightly “WE’RE HERE WOOJIN DID YOU MISS US??!!” 

woojin groans “no, i really didn’t”

you laugh at the sight and greet youngmin politely “hello youngmin-ssi how’s your practice going?”

“no no don’t call me youngmin-ssi that’s too formal and makes me feel old just call me youngmin and practice is going great actually yoojung is so much fun to be with” he says with a smile

you agree wholeheartedly everyone loves yoojung

you face donghyun and you can’t help but blush and you say shyly

“hello donghyun-ssi i hope your practice is as going as well as youngmin’s”

he smiles back sweetly at you admiring how pretty you look even all sweaty and says 

“it’s going pretty well but i’m struggling on a few melodies because i didn’t have time to work with somi. since she and daehwi decided to go to the convenience store to get snacks and also get fried chicken and pizza for all of us, i think yoojung went with them as well” 

woojin and youngmin cheers hearing the news of food and you smile brightly thinking of how good the fried chicken and pizza will be

fried chicken and pizza over guys any day 

you can’t help but want to spend more time with donghyun so consciously/unconsciously you suggest shyly to donghyun 

“if you’d like before they get back i can help you with your melodies since me and somi voices are quite similar”

he grins brightly at you making you feel all warm and gooey but also relieved he didn’t shoot down your idea on the spot

he says gratefully “that’d be amazing thank you! could we go to the vocal practice room because all of my sheet notes and my guitar is there?”

“of course!” you reply feeling super nervous but excited to spend time with donghyun

woojin and youngmin look at each other with the look, youngmin whispers to woojin “new couple alert″ woojin grins back nodding

as you and donghyun leave the room woojin and youngmin shout to you two 

“HAVE FUN LOVE BIRDS!!’

you both blush crimson red and you give a joking bitch glare at the boys as you close the door

donghyun and you head towards the music room and you end up helping him with all his melodies

you both enjoy each other’s company a lot laughing and smiling

and every single time donghyun looks at you your heart can’t help but flutter

and you know you were going to fall really hard for this guy

he was sweet, funny, kind, handsome, had such a nice voice and you felt so happy and comfortable around him

donghyun felt the exact same way 

he never met someone as like you lol the cheese

you were sweet, nice, understanding, helpful. and pretty as hell

he also couldn’t help but fall for your angelic voice

you really wanted to learn guitar and you told him so 

“really?! i could teach you if you’d like?” he said sweetly

“thank you so much! if it wouldn’t be a bother of course.” you reply with a bright smile

“here i’ll give you your first lesson now” he says handing you his guitar

he tells you he’ll teach you an A major chord that being one of the most common chords

he shows you the fingering and you basically stop breathing because of how close you guys are

with his face centimetres from yours as he focuses on placing your fingers on the right strings

you both turn slightly pink at how close you two were

he tells you that the fingering is right and tells you to strum

just as you finish strumming daehwi bursts into the room

“WE’RE BACK AND CHICKEN, PIZZA, SNACKS, DRINKS ARE ALL IN THE DANCE STUDIO!!” 

both of you speed into the dance studio and basically sprint to the food

everyones eating and causing so much noise

there’s so much joking, bickering, shouting and it’s just such a great group of people

you all end up being super close after like an hour of stuffing yourselves and talking 

the next three weeks were a lot of fun

participating in classes with the guys was so much fun but also made it more competitive but in a good way

woojin and you basically become siblings and always have a blast dancing with each other and practices always go smoothly

your crush on donghyun just kept on growing every single day

your favourite part of the whole week is when he gives you guitar lessons

then you both eat dinner and just spend good quality time together

but you still always end up blushing when he either smiles at you or you guys have physical contact

donghyun and somi also get super close making you jealous occasionally but you always try to calm yourself and tell yourself there’s nothing between them

the actual reason why donghyun and somi were so close is because donghyun always wanted to talk about you but the guys would always tease him

somi promised not to tell you but she knew you had at least some feelings for him

he’d just always rant to her and ask her for advice

because he was falling for you harddd

he literally could never stop thinking about you and decided he’ll confess on the day of the performance

with the help of somi he organised it to the second 

he was going to make a super grand and cheesy gesture in front of everyone 

because that’s the type of person he is (idk if he is just let me do my shit)

anyways

you really didn’t want the month to end but sadly it did

it was the day of the performance and you were so hyped

you and woojin could do the routine while sleeping

it was super complex and so tiring to dance especially since you made a routine to the whole dance but it was so rewarding when it finishes

you were walking past the music room and what you saw and heard broke your heart into a million pieces

donghyun was there with a rose in his hand and his perfect angelic smile confessing to somi

you heard him say “i’ve liked you for so long and you always make me happy so will you be my girlfriend”

your heart shattered as you heard that one sentence

you couldn’t bear to hear somi’s response and you fled to the dance studio in tears

your heart was hurting so much

you thought the shy smiles, the guitar lessons, the long chats meant something to both of you but it didn't 

it just meant something to you 

he probably was just being nice and you were the fool kidding yourself he might actually like you 

he likes somi he likes somi he likes somi is the only thing that was running through your mind

you slammed the door shut and ended up sobbing your back pressed against the door

you hated yourself for crying this much and being so affected by him

you were in the midst of wallowing yourself in your own tears when you felt a pair of strong arms around you grabbing you tight

you looked at who it was 

woojin

he whispers soothingly into your ear as you cry into his shoulder “it’s okay y/n, i’m here okay?, it’s okay you’ll be okay.”

you finally stop crying and woojin asks you to explain what happened you tell him everything 

he nods understandingly through the whole explanation

then says 

“i don’t know y/n, i personally thought he really liked you too but i don't know anymore. but you can’t this affect our performance, you need to show what he’s missing okay?”

you sniffle a bit before softly saying “thank you woojin for always being there for me and yeah i’ll give the best performance of my life, all our hard work will not go into waste”

your head think of the words rhymer said to you “love should never interfere with your career” and you promised yourself to give it your all

youngmin and yoojung finish their amazing rap, they had such great chemistry and every single word they uttered was perfect

up next was you and woojin

you put your performance face on and as the music started you felt at ease and you knew exactly what to do 

you and woojin flowed so smoothly and hit every single beat, your movements were jolted and sharp but those movements easily turned into flowy soft ones

both of you just oozed confidence and all the couple dance bits made you think of donghyun even though you hated yourself for it

you both performed the routine basically perfectly

from the side of the stage donghyun was trying to fight that monster of jealousy

he tried to smile at you as you passed but you didn’t even give him a single look making him frown

he was super nervous but not only for the performance but afterwards he was gonna do a solo and confess to you

he really hoped you’d accept his confession

he practiced with somi a few times before but she said they were all to scripted and fake and told him to just wing it

cue the ahhhhh that makes sense now

yeah lol ppl donghyun ain’t a two timer

the song went super smoothly and the not a single note was wrong, the harmonisation was perfect and so was the rhythm

donghyun then got his guitar and started to speak to the crowd

“so i’ve prepared a little song for someone special and i hope you all enjoy” he said with a smile at you but frowned slightly seeing your glare 

nonetheless he sang the song he's worked on, not sleeping some nights to finish a few lines

you still felt so upset knowing this song was dedicated to somi and then he had the nerve to go and smile at you?! 

but you couldn’t help but fall in love all over again with is voice and the song

the song basically was a confession to this beautiful girl which you thought was somi

after he ended you couldn’t help but clap because no matter how heartbroken he was truly a talented performer

he then said “as you could tell this was a confession, every single bit of me loves this girl and she just always makes me happy and makes me feel so cared and loved for so i hope you accept my confession, this song was for you y/n.”

you’re dumbfounded and as you walk onto the stage with everyone cheering except woojin who looked even more confused than you 

you say to him a bit pissed off “bu-but i saw you confessing to somi like two hours ago?!”

he blushes bright red and explains super rushed “no no no!!! i was practising how i should confess to you, and somi was pretending to be you”

your heart soared, and happiness filled you up and your brain was screaming

HE LIKES YOU, KIM DONGHYUN LIKESS YOU

you blush bright red and whisper super embarrassed “really? so you were practising to confess to me?”

donghyun heart raced and said “yes i really was”

“well then i hate you for making me cry over you for an hour but i love you and of course i accept your confession” you say sweetly smiling widely as your heart was beating a hundred miles an hour

he smiles the happiest smile you’ve ever seen and before you know it

he gently cups your face and his soft lips are on yours and your heart flutters even more as he smiles against your lips making you smile as well

you break apart and he kisses you lightly on the forehead as he holds your hand and you both walk off the stage

he then whispers into your ear “i’m sorry you had to experience the wrong confession”

“it’s okay, i still got the perfect confession in the end” you say with a smile feeling like you’re on cloud 9 and then you basically go to heaven as donghyun says

“i’m glad you think so my little angel”

who? : MXM’s Im Youngmin fluff bullet-point ver. 

the ‘Our Two Lips’ flower boys LDH PJH PWJ KJW

LGL [ coming soon ] | JH [ coming soon ] 

blog navigator. ndlahdkdhdj last few instalments of the flower boy AU series….for now. Please don’t request anymore for this series until further notice but I thank you to all who requested, these were really fun to write and experiment with but it is not something I want to dwell on for too long. I don’t think I’m very good at it either…lol rip. There’s still Guanlin and Justin left. Since it is October, it’s time to get spooky. 👻 Request Halloween, fall-related things, please! Never had a go at them but I will try. Thank you so much to everyone who has contributed to this series, especially all the sweet and kind comments you guys leave. 💕 It was fun, and until Guanlin’s! - Admin L

• so there’s this cute adorable lovable amiable guy in your uni lecture • you have a major • major • major crush on him but honestly, who doesn’t ??? • but he doesn’t attend classes very often bc he’s sick • jokes • he’s just out there being an underground rapper • you don’t really pay attention to that scene but your best friend found out and pretty much told the whole squad • and she also spilled the part where you really liked him • wow thanks a lot andrea 

- Admin Min

genre: lOOKS LIKE A FLUFFY ANGST IN MY EYES [i, xion,  do the formatting for mae’s post too and liek she wasn’t responding to my sc msgs sO LIKE] member: lee daehwi word count: 927 requested: no side notes: n/a

my lil alpaca

y'all met in preschool or some time around them

smol you and smol Youngmin absolutely clicked together when you guys first met

he saw your pink alpaca plushie that matched his red one and knew that you guys would become best friends forever

approached you with a smile on his face in the most cutest way

‘my alpaca wanted to meet yours’

you’re shook

everyone usually thought your alpaca was a llama

and you give him a huge smile

‘well my alpaca wanted to meet yours too’

and that kids is how you start a friendship

every since then you guys were like bffs that would not separate

from then you guys were always in the same class

your alpacas became best buddies too

lil 5 year old you was happy playing with lil 5 year old Youngmin and it’s been that way ever since

oh and also you guys found out you were only a few blocks apart too

fate must really want you guys to be together

but can you just imagine a tiny Youngmin holding his stuffed alpaca in one hand and your tiny toddler hand in the other while walking to the playground because he didn’t want you to get lost

as you grew older you stopped bringing the alpacas with you everywhere

but you still hung out a lot

you’ve slept over at his house and vice versa

your parents trusted you guys since you’ve known each other for so long and im youngmin is such a sweetheart like istg

time skip to when he became a trainee

he told you and you guys had a mini celebration

you’re sad af when he has to leave Busan for Seoul but you’re also happy cause your best friend can finally fulfill his dream

plus his rapping is pretty lit and on point

he promised to keep in contact with you and actually kept it

secret: you actually liked youngmin since you first met him

like he has always been your crush but like every other cliche you thought it was one sided and didn’t want to ruin your amazing friendship

he actually likes you too but same thing with him

it wasn’t til you actually visited him in Seoul one weekend and someone just had to spill the beans

@ daehwi 👀

tbh you’re thankful he did because if he didn’t than you might just have never told each other

like he was gonna introduce you to the boys and suddenly this kid is like

‘hyung, isn’t she the girl you like and won’t ever stop talking about’

everyone just freezes and looks at Daehwi

‘oops’

the you break the silence

‘actually I kinda like him a lot too’

even more shocked faces

Donghyun and Woojin were about to go get popcorn to see who confesses next

‘wait this isn’t a prank right?’

you nod

'so let me re introduce her. this is y/n aka my girlfriend so back off’

now onto actual boyfriend youngmin

smiles for days

you’re literally dating a smile ray of sunshine

especially when he hangs out with Donghyun

the you’ll be blessed with two smiles

he is insecure sometimes but you’re always there to cheer him up bcus yeah

lovestagran

maybe more pics than even Hyunbin

you take photos everywhere you go but since Youngmin is popular and all you make sure not to get his face in the photo

and that your account is on private and all that stuff

'what do you want to eat Youngmin’

'you’

’…’

'wait that came out wrong’

you still have your stuffed alpacas from kindergarten and now they just are always with each other

like sometimes they’re both with Youngmin and sometimes they’re both with you 

they alpacas never separate

trying to listen to his Seoul accent is painful

you try to help him practice but you’re not any better

so it’s just the two of you guys laughing at each other the whole time

Daehwi looking at you guys like 'wtf, they’re becoming worst than me and Seonho’

roasting him on his voice crack during the center thing during the center videos

'shush, I can sing better than you’

'BUT THAT CRACK THO’

'I’m leaving’

'NOOOO YOUNGMIN’

pda with Youngmin doesn’t really exist

he’ll hold your hand and that’s it

that’s only bcus he doesn’t want to lose you like last time but he still gets all sha sha sha when he does it

storytimes

so can you just imagine Youngmin sleeping over at your house for the first time after you guys started dating

like your parents still trust him and all 

it’s just you two were kind of awkward

like painfully awkward

even your alpacas could feel it and they weren’t even alive

you guys are too shy to initiate anything

so you just kind of end up on the couch watching Wonder Women

it starts off with you two on opposite ends

some how you got closer and closer

movie ends with you cuddling with Youngmin

his arm is all around you and you’re laying your head on his chest while you’re in his lap

cue more awkwardness

’…’

’…’

'we could still do all the stuff we used to do’

'you right’

so you guys raid the kitchen and you end up throwing popcorn and other foods at each other

you’re a giggling mess and tbh he is too

and you’re like

'dating is the same as being best friends with him but with kisses and more affection’

inside your head of course

after making a mess of your kitchen, you guys retreat to your room

where you end up cuddling and just talking

bcus talking to Youngmin is nice

you make out a bit too

nothing more since you guys are definitely responsible

'night, i love you'

'I love you too'

Love how Woojin watches and reacts to Daehwi. He is so empathetic towards his dongsaeng!