#bluenoah

arden (adam) is a women only within the walls of monmouth manufacturing, for all intents and purposes. she never even came out, i think. i think gansey and ronan sort of just.. got it. ronan started pulling out feminine name lists and asking her opinion and went with whatever she didnt sneer at. she also has in character bitter rants about how its Different for gansey and ronan (rich) to try and transition but by cdth shes giving CRAZY futch swag.

gansey is the one who realized youngest i think. it was some time during her Travels, before her parents made her beckon home. shes the most fem of them and is just staying in the closet through gansey charm. i need yall to understand shes So So Pretty. ok? cute princess ever. i need 2 draw her. shes also been on E that ronan Gets From Somewhere for 3+ years now (dream e. the e from dream). she still has the same God awful casual wear though. beautifulest women ever is wearing her polo rowing shirt and knee length khakis </3

ronan is out for all intense and purposes. ronan is No Different from the series other than wearing stuffed sports bras and not responding to male pronouns. no one knows how seriously to take Famous Bastard Asshole ronan when shes like "fuck you. im niall lynches daughter, idiot". gods scariest butch. she also calls gansey princess. this is important ok? and also she does not take dream e. she cant be fucked. dream e is for gansey and arden if she asks nicies.

noah is.. tragic. she realized a few days before she died. she never got to tell a soul. she never got to live as a women. but in the walls of monmouth manufacturing, or shoulder to shoulder with the raven girls, its ok. they still call her noah, but its with a clear tilt that makes it sound so different. when her and blue kiss, she calls noah the most beautiful girl dead. shes is constantly in the limbo of trying to discover who she is. it always feels new and raw and dangerous when the girls call her, well, her. but.. its a nice pain.

“I know somebody you could kiss.”

Wouldn’t Noah be so pretty in ropes? Not heavy and hardcore suspension type, but the kind that looks like art. Bright, electric blue soft rope, pretty knots over sensitive dips and curves like his collarbones or his hips. It leaves gentle marks on his pale skin after, and he just feels so treasured and held together when he’s bound like that. It’s Gansey who does that to him, humming along to some classic rock tune on the radio while he makes his way around Noah with the rope. He makes sure to tell Noah how good he’s being, how lovely he looks in the ropes, checks in often to make sure he’s still into what they’re doing.

Depending on the mood by the time he’s all tied up, he’ll be at Gansey’s feet with his head on his thigh while Gansey pets his hair and reads his book. Other times he gets to cockwarm Gansey while he’s studying, praise falling between the soft contented sound Gansey makes. Sometimes, he’ll get a toy and other times he doesn’t even need one. Gansey encourages him to be vocal about what he wants, but Noah is often content to give Gansey what he wants because the ropes help keep him from feeling so frantic and full of energy. They quiet him down and keep him still.

Blue doesn’t have the patience for the ropes, but she could certainly sit and watch Gansey do it with rapt attention. At times, she’ll be the one to tell Gansey what to do, suggest that he should tie Noah up so they can play. And there are nights when he’s tied up with his legs spread and his arms pinned so Blue can sit on his face and Gansey can make love to him. Or she’ll tell Gansey to sit still and watch while she rides Noah, and Gansey will only pet his hair and tell him he’s good for taking such care of Blue.