#bloomingraine

I Saw the TV Glow

I just wanna share just how beautiful these FairyLoot exclusive editions of @aliceoseman 's Heartstopper graphic novels are! The intricate drawing behind the sleeves and the spine of the book!! *chef's kiss* It's perfection!!

I'm looking forward to the 4th volume! If FairyLoot ever decides to release one in the future 👀

#10, #11 & #12 of my Alice Oseman book collection

#10 & #11 of my Alice Oseman book collection

Visible coffee stains on my bed sheets

Recollection of last night came rushing in

My mouth was left with a bitter taste

And it was coupled with a bit of shame

I'm okay, I'm alright

I keep repeating these words last night

Reassurance never hurt

Lest they all become just empty words

I swore I'd never drink again

But I guess it will never end

This whole d*mn cycle of pain and release

What could be worse than this?

Silent promises I can't keep

It's getting harder to breathe

Drinking coffee fucks with my head

I didn't know it would get this bad

Pull me out of this state

I'm starting to lose all hope

Catch me smiling in vain

When I'm feeling all alone

I'm okay, I'm alright

I keep repeating these words all night

Reassurance never hurt

Lest they all become just empty words

I swore I'd never drink again

But I guess it will never end

This whole d*mn cycle of pain and release

Hello! Welcome to my blog! :)

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About Me

Name:

Raine

Age:

23 years old

Pronouns:

they/he/she

Hobbies:

reading

writing

photography

drawing

watching the same videos/movies/series over and over

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Status Update

Reading:

Ultimate Spider-Man (2024)

Batman/Superman: World's Finest (2022)

Writing

Chapter 8 of a bird, a pinwheel, and a shared feeling of longing

113 words written.

Chapter 9 of a bird, a pinwheel, and a shared feeling of longing

790 words written.

Drawing:

recently finished my first animatic

Playing:

Batman: Arkham City

Stardew Valley

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Tags I use to organize my works:

#bloomingraine writing — fics, poems, etc.

Fanfics:

On-Going:

sorrowful hearts, eternal love (Series Compilation) 1. a bird, a pinwheel, and a shared feeling of longing (Masterlist)

Deleted:

Whirlwind

foolish me

Poems:

conditional love f*cks me up

coffee makes my heart go brrr

temporary happiness

#bloomingraine draws — traditional, digital, fanart, etc.

Animation/Animatic:

a bird, a pinwheel, and a shared feeling of longing animatic

Fan Art:

a bird, a pinwheel, and a shared feeling of longing (from my animatic)

#bloomingraine photography — travel, nature, etc.

nature 1

nature 2

#bloomingraine collection — books, figures, etc.

comic books as of 08.19.25

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Other Accounts:

AO3

Instagram

Pinterest

TikTok

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Fandoms:

SEVENTEEN

DC

Marvel

Heartstopper

K-Pop Demon Hunters

Supernatural TV Show

Emptying your pockets till there's nothing left

Rotting teeth never saved you from yourself

Packs of cigarrettes passed through your mouth

Filled with love, now it's filled with doubt

Playing rough till your mind's content

Delicate fingers dancing around your neck

Gripping tight, your eyes roll back

Succumbing to the needs you lack

Can't stop the feeling of euphoria

The temporary high makes you feel alive

Pour another round of tequila

Getting drunk till your eyes turn white

The sun is shining, but your mind is elsewhere

You showed them signs, but they don't seem to care

Erasing a part of yourself was only fair

They like it better when you're not there

How much longer can you take this?

You think everybody has their phases

Maybe this is one of those times

Reassuring yourself that everything's fine

All you do is lie, lie, lie to yourself

Hands reached out, but you never take them

Blame yourself for what comes next

It's not pretty to have a victim complex

Playing rough till your mind's content

Delicate fingers dancing around your neck

Gripping tight, your eyes roll back

Succumbing to the needs you lack

Can't stop the feeling of euphoria

The temporary high makes you feel alive

Pour another round of tequila

[tw: depressing, s**c*d*l ideation, s**c*d*l thoughts]

Loud whispers on the street

I know you've been watching me

I'm your prey, there's no denying

I have no chance of escaping

Sing me praises like a melody

Only when you approve of me

Not worth my time, but I'll give it a try

I can't say no to your predatory smile

Your kiss, so poisonous

Can't help myself in front of you

Love me more as I die

In your arms, everything's alright

String me up, my puppeteer

Shape me into your silhouette

Take responsibility, my dear

If a cord hangs around my neck

Sinking deeper into the sheets

I feel it burn underneath my skin

Held my breath and count to three

Till bubbles rise up from my teeth

Thinking of ways to watch the ending

Oh how I wish it could be this easy

Diving in, swallow me whole

Make me forget what I was here for

Your kiss, so poisonous

Can't help myself in front of you

Love me more as I die

In your arms, everything's alright

String me up, my puppeteer

Shape me into your silhouette

Take responsibility, my dear

If a cord hangs around my neck

The red marks on my skin

It's not something to be proud of

You made me think it's what I need