Well, considering that the current state outside is wet, cold and grey, I have not been as committed to my relationship to nature as I usually am. Personally, my relationship with nature is a committed and loyal one during the months of late March until November, but pretty loose during the winter months. In general, I would say that I am quite invested in nature, not to the point where I obsess over it and want to make a career out of it, but enough to recognize that I do love it. From my early years, I enjoyed being outdoors, mostly by the water and not so much in forests as I was allergic to mosquitos! My family and I would visit Croatia annually and be on the beach and I have my fondest memories being out on the water. As I grew older, 22 to be exact, I still maintain this healthy relationship with the water while growing one with forests as well. During my time off, I enjoy taking hikes on trails as a way of disconnecting for a while. I have found that being out in nature has always helped clear my mind and help me get active daily. In more recent years, probably when COVID started, that is when I really found myself relying on nature. Having to be inside and isolated from people was very difficult for me as I view myself as a social butterfly, so being able to go out and just listen to my surroundings was channelling. After connecting with nature for a prolonged period, I found myself wanting to always go back. I have early memories of being excited when a teacher would allow us to do our classwork outside on a sunny, warm day. Even now when granted the opportunity to do work outside, I take it. I believe that the person who offered me a sense of place would have to be my grandfather. He has and still is very devoted to spending time out in nature, at 83 years old he still grows his own crops and treats land and wildlife with the utmost respect. He has always had this interest in being around trees, plants, vegetables, and animals which is where him and I bonded. To this day, we take the simplest activities and convert them into the outdoors, whether that be drinking a coffee or going for a walk to find snails on fences. My grandfather is also a typical old fashion European man who remained in a war-torn country and enjoys the small things in life, life a black coffee at the same time, every day. Â He has always had an eye for beauty in nature as well, I recall when my parents were planting trees and crops around our home in Bosnia and he was the first to quote the beauty that was not yet there, but eventually would be. Needless to say, he was right and now our home is surrounded by figs and cherries.
















