Another Valentine's Day. All by myself. Sounds a little bit painful. My therapist told me to use the my human right to suffer and feel broken to pieces. I've never celebrated the so-called holiday with anybody. Even when I was with somebody. It just how things went. South for me. I remember running at a local record-store at once. All it tears. Black makeup. Black clothes and heavy boots. All covered in rain. The guy at a counter asked if I need anything. I've asked to stay in the shop while it's raining outside. He was ok about it. So I enjoyed going through piles and miles records. Until I've found 'Soulside Journey'. It was before I've gotten in black-metal and any sort of extreme-music. I forgot about obscure record buying a bunch of Yo La Tengo's CDs. Though, the name imprinted in my brain. Soulside journey. That's what I dream about doing on Valentines Day. It's painful to look at couples on Valentine's Day. Too much pain and bad memories. Ruined experiences and negativity. Somehow Lowertown resonated with these thoughts. My song number 1 now.
