#blog 02

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Alam mo yung feelings na sa tingin mo ay naprepresure ka dahil sa sabi ng mga kapatid mo na ikaw ang bread winner ng pamilya, to the point na ayaw mo nang magkamali kasi sa tingin mo pagnagkamali ka madidisappoint mo ang pamilya mo, kaya noong nangyari nga ang kinakatakutan mo, ang bumagsak sa klase, sasabihin mo sa sarili mo na IM DEAD, feeling mo kase na you failed your family and their expectation on you, pero noong narinig ko ang sabi nila na "natural lang ang pagkakamali, nagkakamali tayo para matuto tayo sa pagkakamali natin" doon ko napagtanto na wag kang matakot magkamali dahil pagnagkamali ka ibig sabihin natututo ka, parang sa sabi sabi na hindi mo matututunan ang magbisikleta hanggat hindi ka nagkakamali, kaya naging ganito ako ngayon dahil sa pagkakamali ko. Doon ko napagtanto na kailan man hindi magiging tama ang mali ngunit ang mali ay pwedeng itama.

hindi ko maipaliwanag ang aking nadarama dahil sa bawat segundo at minuto sa buhay ko ay hindi ko maipaliwanag kung bakit mo ako ginaganito hindi ko naman sinasadyang mahulog ako sayo at hindi ko maipaliwanag kung mali nga bang mahulog ako sayo,oo mahal kita at hindi madaling isuko ang nararamdaman ko para sayo, pero aaminin kong nagkamali ako dahil hindi man lng kita kayang ipaglaban kaya gumawa ako ng paraan para itama ang pagkakamaling nagawa ko dahil para sakin magiging tama lng ang mali kung gagawa ka ng paraan kasi marami naman paraan para gawing tama ang nagawang pagkakamali dahil sa bawat pagkakamali natututo tayo.

At the basis of Jack and Sally’s relationship is this concept of timing. That they may indeed be meant to be together, but the time is not right. It is not until they both do a bit of maturing that they will one day reunite and have the relationship they’ve both been longing for.

Similar to Arthur, Gwen is “discovered” along the course of the plot. She has been present the entire time but her insecurity of having a presence and Arthur’s aloofness have hid her until now. When she is introduced, however, it is startling to both Arthur and the audience. Arthur is just minding his own business when suddenly this odd girl invades his comfort zone. He wasn’t expecting anything significant to occur outside is plan and neither did she think she would get caught. Nonetheless, the two have made a great impression on each others’ lives by being the first person to truly notice them and it is this intimate bond that binds them.

We may not see Gwen during the second act, but I feel  that her character arc would be something like the following. Gwen enters the void alone but not with an objective like Arthur has. Rather, she enters the realm by mistake but is unable to return. She then gains a new simple objective: survival. Her passion burns too intensely within her for her to give up and become a Lost Soul so she keeps on fighting in any way that she can. She may not have a destination but she will fight to her very last breath. One more thing that keeps her going, however, is that perhaps someday she’ll meet Arthur again. Oddly enough, at some unspecified distance away, Arthur feels the same. They could have had something when they first met but each of their insecurities kept them apart. But after they each do a bit of soul-searching on their own, they will reunite as more-realized people. Arthur reciprocates the hope she’s given to his life by appearing before her. While they may not have all the answers, now that they’re together, they can take on any challenge that comes their way.

Gwen is another representation of my psyche. Currently, I am a Film Production major with a double minor in Animation and Screenwriting. As it stands, there are many directions I could go but I still don’t exactly know where to start. I love film, I love animation, and I love writing stories but constantly fear that I am not exceptional in any one area. As a result, I make the constant effort to strengthen each facet so I can improve in all areas. There are times where I think that my efforts would be better spent focusing on one aspect at the cost of the others, but my creativity is so erratic and eccentric that I want to express myself however I feel, whenever I want, to the best of my abilities. Gwen is the representation of my fear that I go chasing after too many rabbits that I end up catching nothing.

Whereas Arthur is a color-by-numbers kind of guy, Gwen sketches anything and everything. Gwen is fascinated by everything life has to offer, but is afraid to reach out and touch it. There are so many questions she wants to ask, but lacks the confidence to ask them. In the effort to channel her passions, she expresses herself through the controlled medium of art. What she can’t put into words she’ll draw, and to view her artwork is to look into the deepest regions of her soul. There are so many things that she wants to do that she can’t decide on just one, so she ends up squandering her potential by spreading herself thin and lacking guidance. In this world, society deals with absolutes, individuals need clear goals and clear paths to reach them. But Gwen doesn’t think like that. She’s very skittish about what she wants, starting a handful of projects and leaving half of them to start new ones only to abandon them too soon after. She is exactly the kind of individual that doesn’t fit in this world: one who can’t make a definite choice. As such, she’s indifferently rejected by her own inability to make a confident decision.