#blessmeindeed

If anyone had said that today I would feel the sense of contentment, excitement and security that I do, I would have never believed it.

But God is God. He knows why.

He knows why he let's life beat you in that particular way so when the very specific blessing only intended for you comes around there are no words.

But no words for a different reason. No words because none seem befitting for how mighty and awesome he is. For how he knew this breakthrough was in touching distance and you just needed to press forward one more time.

And then....

13kg later and lighter you feel good about your body again.🏃🏽‍♀️

You have reconnected with your spouse in ways you could have only dreamed of.🤴🏾👸🏽

He solved your financial hardship in one swift move.

Your infertility trials feel bearable.❤

Keep moving forward, pressing on, don't lose faith because...... the battle is already won in Jesus name!

It's been a while since I've wanted to share this journey. Life has ups an downs and sometimes you just want to stay where you are. But you know that doesn't count towards growing so for a little while you just keep going not really taking in anything.

It's always when a breakthrough is in touching distance you really really really just want to give up but you know your experience says to keep pressing on. More than that, sometimes you know someone is looking at how you hold yourself through your situation to justify why they don't believe in God or his plan or his timing. So.... you keep pressing on. Willing this chapter to be over so you can move on to the next.

Praying for strength to not let the tears fighting to be free win. Strength to make it to the end of this chapter. Strength to be the best I can be even when I don't feel like it.