hello! ^-^ hope you and your loved ones are having an incredible day!
feel free to use this as an excuse to yap about your love(s)! i want to know a fun fact, or something sweet about your ship(s), whichever partner(s) you prefer! 🩷
thank you, and take care! 😊🩷
(also, not forced at all! just interested in learning more!)
AAAAA!!!! THANK YOU NIKKI YOU ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART! 🥰😍💗💖💘💝🫶🏼
I HOPE YOUR ADORING FLOCH AND LEVI ARE TREATING YOU LIKE THE PRECIOUS ROYALTY THAT YOU ARE! 👑✨🎆🌅🍯💗
WHAT DO I LOVE ABOUT JUJUBEAR?
I LOVE JUJUBEAR BECAUSE AT FIRST I COULD FEEL AN INTENSE DESIRE TO SOOTHE HIS SAD AND LONELY HEART.
HE MAY HAVE BEEN BORN INTO MATERIAL WEALTH BUT HIS HOUSE, HIS FAMILY HAD NO ACTUAL WARMTH, LOVE, EMOTIONAL SECURITY AND NURTURING, EMOTIONALLY PRESENT PARENTS..
EVER SINCE HE WAS A CHILD HIS FATHER KEPT REPEATEDLY FALLING FOR EXTERNALLY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO ONLY APPROACHED HIM FOR HIS WEALTH.
SOME OF THOSE WOMEN EVEN TRIED FLIRTING WITH TEEN JUJUBEAR BEHIND HIS FATHER’S BACK. IT JUST INFURIATES ME TO NO END! 😡🤬💢
IT MADE JUJUBEAR’S HEART GROW COLD AND DISTRUSTFUL OF WOMEN. ANGRY AND UPSET AT HIS FOOLISH FATHER, LONELY AND GRIEVING AT HIS CHILDHOOD FRIEND (Jihyun) NOW FAR AWAY FROM HIM, SHROUDED BY SECRETS AND LIES DUE TO JIHYUN’S FIANCEE’S SUICIDE..
JUJUBEAR FELT ISOLATED AND ABANDONED BY HIS FATHER AND JIHYUN BUT HE COULDN’T FIND IT HIMSELF TO OPEN UP AND ASK FOR THEIR HELP, SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING..❤️🩹 INSTEAD HE KEPT REPRESSING HIS KNOTTED AND TANGLED UP EMOTIONS.
HE FEARED THAT IF HE OPENED UP AND TRIED TO TRUST SOMEONE, BELIEVING THEY MIGHT BE GENUINELY KIND, HE’D END UP BEING FOOLED AND DECEIVED BY THEM…LIKE HIS FATHER, SO HE GAVE UP ON LOVE.
HE GAVE UP EVER HOPING THERE’D BE SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO’D EVER LOVE, CHERISH, SUPPORT, UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT HIM FOR WHO HE REALLY IS INSIDE..
BUT LEARNING THIS AND CRYING OVER HIS TRAGIC PAIN THAT IS SO UNDESERVING OF HIS PRECIOUS HEART, IT JUST CALLED TO ME SO BADLY. I want to hug and comfort and love and spoil and cherish this lost, sad, lonely soul..
He caged his heart and childhood self away in a hidden corner of his hearts’ castle walls, in the silence of darkness. Away from the rest of the world..
He soothes his loneliness by adoring his beautiful white furred, crystal clear blue eyed persian cat Elizabeth the 3rd. In his imaginary world with her, he deluded himself into believing she embodied his ideal partner..
In some secret corner of his heart he wished so dearly for someone to see his soul and love him completely..Including his tangled and repressed emotions that he tried so hard to hide and convince himself are ‘not important’.
But my JujuBear is more than just his pain and sorrow! He is a strong and brave man, who chose to not let his pain break him.
He grew to be highly intelligent with a sober, perceptive and clear mind that can see through people’s ulterior motives..An impressive yet sad skill that he had to hone due to his life’s conditions.
He is also very quietly sweet, protective, thoughtful, trustworthy, honest and reliable. He is caring of his close circle in his own way.
By us being together, he grew to be softer, warmer, kinder, more trusting and happier…I couldn’t be any more grateful to have met and fallen in love with such a beautifully vulnerable and passionate heart!
He is the type of love that at first is ice cold in the deep snowy layers of life. He and his emotions had been buried deep in winter’s sleep..and I came into his life like a spring’s delicate and sweet sunshine. He taught me how to have a backbone, be more assertive with my boundaries and grow to see deeply into people’s ulterior motives; thus seldom falling for people’s deceptive behavior.
And I taught him love, warmth, joy, excitement, song, childlike wonder, the beauty of softness, bravery of heart and the sweet wonders of emotions’ colors that paint our hearts and shape us daily. The beauty of emotions are that they are expressions of our souls and help us better understand ourselves and others. They help us truly and deeply connect with the people we care about!
JujuBear, with my love, melted like ooey gooey honey in a buzzy-bee spring sunlit day! 🍯🌅🐝🥰💖
I also wanted to share my drawing of JujuBear and I that I drew with an outlined base! A drawing where I kissed JujuBear’s face and neck! Leaving kiss marks on this lovestruck sweet loving hubby of mine! (That’s me in the bubble!) Cause he’s mine and only mine 😍😍😫🥹🌸💝💘💗💕!
((Did you know that both JujuBear and I are autistic? 😋😚🥰. AutistiKitty Power Married Lovers, Hell yea!!)
I wish for your Levi, Flochie and you endless blessings, excitement, strength, love, sweetness, to forever be entangled in your love for each other and for the most beautiful life that you wish and dream of! 💕😍😊🥰💖💞















