Since I wasn't able to draw a lot in the second half of 2025, I compiled all my SFW sketches and WIPs (and two illustrations) from July - Dezember 2025 and posted them on my patreon! UwU
You can look at them by joining the "Still Waters" tier or making a one-time-purchase uwu
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Sometimes I feel like the crew is not really giving off the rough sailor vibe so a friend suggested Blauauge with longer hair and unshaved bc they have been sailing for three weeks straight đ
his hair growth isn't too strong anyway (being asian-coded and all) and while Blauauge likes to be quite male-presenting (himbo who likes to show off his abs and doesn't know how to dress) he also enjoys being called a pretty boy ⨠just hates the association pretty = weak
Also some quality time with one of his four mums (the criminal one) đ I like to imagine that Loran is also skilled with scissors and razor blades since she is proficient with using daggers
Stormy boy âď¸ It hasnât been brought up yet in our canon sessions but Iâve decided for Blauauge to be Storm Herald Barbarian uwu
I started this piece back in August 2024 when I first bought my tablet but I didnât touch it for months because I really disliked my initial coloring (the background and lighting was more of an orange/white/yellow like in a tavern). Decided to completely change the background and lighting and while I am still unsure about it (and even made a poll) I am glad that I finally finished it â¨
Also, I wanted to use this drawing for my 300 followers DTIYS challenge on Instagram but I justâŚforgot about it, so I guess I need another drawing for the next milestone LMAO
Blauauge may be a barbarian but my actual favorite RPG classes are always the rogues, magicians and rangers so I thought I might as well draw my boy in them đ
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Iâve asked my friends if they have any outfit suggestions for Blauauge and @panfriedfishstick sent me an amazing fit to draw (they specifically told me to leave the shirt out lmao) so I had to draw him in something similar đđ And because I couldnât decide on the pattern and if rendered or flat colored, have multiple versions đ The urge to create content for my man is endless đđ
Also alternative versions bc I am so normal about him (shark shirt for the moe gap and flat colors because they kinda slapped)
(â ď¸ this is older art so it doesn't show the right top scars and his phalloplasty scar is missing)
After finally introducing Ni'onthe's crew one by one, let me finally formally introduce you to Blauauge (=âblue eyeâ) who's giving me brainrot for over a year nowđâ
Blauauge is a tiefling barbarian and the third mate of the Soft Seaside, the ship that Ni'onthe sailed with for two years prior to the main campaign. I created him and the whole crew way back in 2021 when I wrote Niâontheâs backstory (more about Ni'onthe's crew here).
Iâve always planned for him to be my back-up character, should she ever die (that hopefully never happens lol). For now, he is a NPC in my mini-campaign called "Stille und Sturm" (which is just my modified self-indulgent version of "Dragons of Stormwreck Isle"). There, the party travels with the Ni'onthe's crew to solve problems on her home island
He seems like an angry, tough guy on the outside who gets irritated very quickly and often fights in taverns, but on the inside, he is a really insecure and overcompensates a lot. He's just a good and soft boy who genuinely cares about his loved ones but has problems showing and receiving affection đ (A lot of my fave characters are angry tsundere b*tch boys who are actually super soft and insecure and he is no exception, he is a big tsundere đ) He is extremely loyal towards his captain and crew and takes his duties very seriously. He and Niâonthe were really good friends.
(old art from 2021)
Blauauge likes drinking and fishing, he swears a lot and is liked by animals. He hates nobility and rich people. He believes that a good brawl is the best way to get to know a new city and become closer with someone. His choice of weapons are his fists and an anchor.
His name âBlauaugeâ which translates to âblue eyeâ is a german pun because he often has a black eye because of all the tavern brawls (black eye also translates into âblue eyeâ in german). But it's also a reference to his very bright blue eyes.
Sailor tattoos with actual meaning:
dagger with a rose (loyality and willing to fight everything, even something as sweet as a rose
âHOLD FASTâ (for a good grip for rigging)
compass rose (always finding your way home)
Other tattoos:
waves
his crewâs slogan and flag
anchor (his character themes are anchors and storms)
I...eeeeeeeeh...like him a total normal amount so stay tuned for LOOOTS of art of him đ
Old designs, some backstory lore drop and context for his role as NPC under the cut
(I changed his design quite a lot so please keep in mind when I post some of my older art! Also, I still have a lot to learn about drawing trans anatomy so if you see anything depicted wrong in my newer art, please dm me so I can learn!)
Old Design and Concept
As a big ass Fire Emblem Fan, I really liked the idea of a duo of two color-coded ship officers who are the complete opposite of each other, just like the iconic red-green knight-duos in FE.
Since sailors in media often have unique nicknames that are related to them, I also wanted to give them funny names that are very similar to each other to to immediately tell that they belong together. And that's how Blauauge (german for "blue eye") and Rotauge (german for "red eye") came to be!
Rotauge and Blauauge are complete opposites but get along very wellâŚveeeeeery well đ Rotauge is a safe space for Blauauge where he can calm down and Rotauge likes Blauauge's company a lot.
Blauauge's design changed quite a bit since 2024 (2021, 2023, early 2024)
I still like the old design a lot, especially I already received so much art for it already and the yellow top scars were kinda iconic LMAO But I always felt like his old design didnât show off his sailor background enough.
FUN FACT: âBlauaugeâ is the german term for blue-eyes, a specific kind of fishes with very bright blue eyes! I didnât know about them when I created him, so after finishing his design, I was REALLY surprised to learn about them and coincidentally used a similar color palette sdlfkjsdlfkj
Backstory
Blauauge was born and raised on the streets of Neverwinter until Captain Sheryl took him to SoftSeaside at the age of 10. Sheryl noticed him because of his striking blue eyes and his defiant nature. When they met, he had a black eye (in german = blue eye) and gave him the nickname "Blauauge" ("blue eye" in german), which he eventually chose as his own when he transitioned. On the ship he learned to read, write and live the life of the sea.
Before she took him in, he barely spoke and tried to survive by making a living by participating in underground fights. As a tiefling, he experienced a lot of racism (especially by nobility and rich people) when he was younger and even though, society changed a lot since the scars still remain. He's also feeling very disconnected to his heritage since he didn't have any contact with other tieflings. (because in this household we project our trauma on our OCs â¨)
Blauauge has been sailing on the ship for 16 years since he was 10 years old and with passing years, more people joined the crew permanently. He will never admit it but he loves them all very dearly and would do anything to protect them. Blauauge became the third mate of the ship, a role he holds with a lot of pride and he takes his duties very seriously. (While he was trying to survive on the streets, he really didn't have the headspace to think about gender (lmao) but after being adopted, he finally had a safe space to figure stuff out and his crew was really supportive during his transition for which he is extremely thankful for.)
And then, one day, a optimistic fish-looking goofball called Ni'onthe joined the crew, hehe ⨠In the beginning, he found her pretty annoying but her positive personality was really refreshing and he saw a lot of similarities (blue and yellow, trans, athelete, soft and caring) Since he is four years older than her, Ni'onthe kinda became a little sister for them. He and Niâonthe were really good friends and was protective other her, taking her out for meals, showing her how to sail and checking on her (she really missed her parents in the beginning).
And even though, they had a lot of fun and a great time, Ni'onthe decided to leave to gain more experience and awaken her Ki. Blauauge was ⨠distraught ⨠by that and he really misses her a lot. This really got him thinking and since then, even though he loves his crew, he craves for adventures and wonders if he isn't missing something if he stays on the shipâŚBut he is also scared to leave his loved ones behind, scared that he will not return or worseâŚto return and realize that he doesn't belong anymore.
Right now, he is an NPC in the mini-campaign that I'm dming right now (It's a modified self-indulgent OC version of StormWreck Isle, lol).
Quick campaign summary
As for now, during my campaign, while the party is solving the problems on the island, Blauauge does through his own fucking character arc while helping out in the village. Loyalty towards his crew and fear of leaving his home vs. the call for adventures and being very jealous that the party is fighting some monsters LMAO
However, Blauauge is currently being falsely accused of theft and banned from the temple because the party's rogue NerĂa (played by @/allbutnotthis) broke into the room of the grand master of the Order of Eldath to find a item. However, she got caught by Blauauge before she was able to lock the door. She gatekept, gaslighted, girlbossed her way out of this situation by using his weaknesses (aka his loyalty and softness towards his crew) against him. Blauauge believed her and promised to not snitch on her because she helped to save the ship from sinking earlier in the campaign. However, because NerĂa is such a good liar and Blauauge is a really bad liar, the grand master believes that Blauauge attempted to steal something and banned him from the temple temporarely until he is proven innocent or proves that he is trustworthy after all.
Niemand kÜnnte erzählen was er nicht erzählen mÜchte, dachte sich das wertefreie Blau Auge. In letzter Zeit ist es oft mit anderen Buntaugen aneinander geraten.
Neulich traf das Blau Auge auf das Schwarzauge und fragte es nach seinem Wohlbefinden. Das Schwarzauge erzählte und schimpfte und wurde immer wßtender, bis es Letzt endlich sogar das Blau Auge anmeckerte, wieso es ßberhaupt fragte. Das Blau Auge war total perplex, entschuldigte sich und ging mit Scham, der Enttäuschung ßber sein Verhalten dem Schwarzauge gegenßber, weiter.
Dann traf es das Weià Auge. Das Weià Auge sah das es dem Blau Auge nicht gut ging. Und fragte, was los sei. Das Blau Auge erzählte voller Reue, wie unhÜflich es zu dem Schwarzauge war. Das Weià Auge schaute wohlig, liebevoll, doch gleichzeitig belehrend und sagte, das man doch nicht davon ausgehen dßrfe, das sein Gegenßber gerne etwas von sich erzählen mÜchte.
"Aber man kann doch gar nicht erzählen was man nicht erzählen mÜchte!" ,sagte das Blau Auge, "Weil, wenn man etwas nicht erzählen mÜchte, kann man es doch auch gar nicht. Naja, jedenfalls nicht richtig, weil man es ja nicht mÜchte. Und wieso erzählt man ßberhaupt wenn man es nicht mÜchte oder kann oder wie auch immer. Verstehst du? Und wieso bin ich ßberhaupt unhÜflich? Du hast mich doch auch gefragt, wie es mir geht!"
Das Weià Auge war sprachlos. Das Blau Auge lachte verunsichert und selbstbewusst ßber das paradoxe Wirken des Ganzen. Da kugelten sie sich vor lachen und hielten ihre Bäuche.