#blatherism

i love everyone who considers me their friend. you really make my life less lonely and more worth living. sending you internet hugs!!

i recently hit 200 followers here (yay!) and i would love to do a followers gift when i feel better. i definitely need more masc clothes so i'll probably go for a selection of those.

today is my birthday!! i'm officially 30 lol. feeling very sad my mom isn't here but i think she'd be proud of me regardless. :')

i really need to get better at speaking my mind. i see other people do it and i envy them, but i could do it too. i just worry about people judging me more harshly or misinterpreting what i say. any time i try to be more social my words get all clumsy and hard to organize. i'll have to think about this more.

sometimes actually playing the game is fun too

sometimes i want to start my own server on discord so i'd have a space i was in control of but most of the people i'd invite are introverted like me so i doubt it'd be very active.

i can't believe in my vast collection of monster high dolls i don't have a single spectra