#blancen

❛   WE HAVE ALL LOST MANY THINGS,   FROST.         fragments of ourselves,   memories,   even our innocence.   ❜   sadness liters his features,   lips turning downward to a pout.   a sigh.   he has lost   :   everything.   not even his body was his own anymore.   ❛   but it is important to remember you are not alone.   ❜   something he wishes he himself believed.   even amongst friends,   considered family,   he still felt isolated.

WARPED. pain has a few meanings to wanda. layer one is simply the pain itself. her life has been filled with tragedy. her mother fled her father, gave birth to her and her brother, then fled into the cold to die. her life and soul was forfeited to a demon before she opened her eyes for the first time. her family was murdered, her children were killed and she blamed herself….her memories were taken from her, her body was taken over, she caused a genocide, the world hated it her, even super villains said she was more ‘evil’ than them….she was severely mentally ill, grieving, alone. her life has been ruled by pain. 

layer two is her survival of pain. despite every horrific thing that happened around her, one truth always remains – wanda herself. she is a survivor, the child of survivors, from a family of survivors. one of my favorite quotes describing wanda is that “she is too strong to shatter” and it always rings true. there is nothing that can break her. 

“listen to me tell you the story of an orphaned mutant with a sordid, violent past”“but here’s a woman who, by the nature of her upbringing and chosen occupation … every day is stressful, chaotic … and after a life lived with lost love, and violence, and drama, what does she do?”“after all she’s been through, revelations like these could shatter a person.”

everyone is constantly EXPECTING her to break. i think people want to be able to blame her for everything, all the time. 

                                     ❝    your words are nothing but idle sharpening 

                                                      of blades in the background of my duties.   ❞  

MEANINGLESS, CAST AWAY THROUGH WAVES LIKE A SHIPWRECK ON FOREIGN SHORES. he thinks not of the feelings of others -- but, of course he does. there is some steel that forges itself from the barricades placed up for defenses from war. the war is within himself. a soldier. a man. a boy who never got taught the true meaning of love ( & yet it’s overflowing ). he plays pretend. a game he never learned, was never allowed to learn, so it isn’t a game. a lifestyle of placing any & display of emotional vulnerability into a realm where it does not exist... exhausting. he convinces himself it’s worth it. push them away so they might stray from your path -- he cannot escape this fate.

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               SHE SNORTS , THE LOW FLASHING LIGHT OF THE BAR COLORING HER SKIN FROM BLUE TO YELLOW AND BACK AGAIN   /   it’s her scene , and always will be ; with fishnet covered thickness of her thighs ending in her scuffed combat boots ; when she sang , she was the center of all the attention ;  they didn’t call her canary for nothing  .  ❛ i’m all good , i’ve got a show -- but this doesn’t seem like your spot ; with the whole white aesthetics among a buncha punks . ❜    

thanks to Rome I have faith in people being able to write beautiful ocs still? What an icon ily and ismahan