#blaise.

Fifi really felt her heart ache. She wanted to tell Blaise it was all going to be better and that everything was going to fix itself. The truth was, if things were going to get better, Blaise had to put in that hard work to get it there. He had to allow people their space to be upset and he needed to work on himself. She could see his inner turmoil all over his face and that hurt her so. Still, she wanted to help him even though he felt like he couldn’t help himself. “No matter how deep the hole, there’s always light coming out from the top, non?”  She gave him a small smile. “I won’t even pretend. I know how you are feeling. These last few months have felt the most out of body than ever before. I have never felt so lost and so unsure of myself and where to go....but you know what? That is okay. Because I’m working on it. On myself. Change is not something that has to be a do or die situation.”  She felt like she was changing every day. She really did. She felt like even when every vice in the world is at her doorstep and she gives into one or two that she is still growing. She is still trying. Even when it hurts more than she can handle it.

“If the way you are trying now is not working, then you need to try something else,” she said honestly, looking at him. “Hurting people...it is in our nature. But that does not mean it is all we are capable of. Blaise, there is no one in Animania that loves harder than you. That cares for people harder than you. Some will understand, many will not. But that doesn’t mean that there aren’t people who will understand it.” She tried to take his hand, being careful to not cross his boundaries and to remain patient with him. “I would not be speaking to you now if you had failed me, Blaise. You hurt me, yes, but without that hurt I wouldn’t be able to be where I am now.”

wither

Tried something with the new EvoX Raven head. I really love her.

Drizella sighed. She didn’t understand why he tried so hard to get her to see that there was life beyond her phone and her fame. She didn’t understand why he was taking so much time to give her a solid chance. Did he like her or something? She knew he liked her company and her smart mouth but his intentions beyond that were a mystery to her. His hands on her waist and the way he was massaging her shoulders felt good though, so she knew she would be stupid if she didn’t just entertain it for the moment. “All or nothing?” she repeated, more of a question than something she believed in. She turned around to look into his eyes. She couldn’t figure it out. He was asking her about kissing in a public space and then he was being sweet and his words kept echoing in her head even though it had been a few minutes since he said anything. “All or nothing,” she repeated a little more confident, rising up to press her lips on his. Kissing him crossed something off of her bucket list and maybe....just maybe.....he could make her feel wanted in a public space since her other options were people she would be too scared to ever make that kind of move on.

‘     you’ll find zabini has the personality of old parchment    -    hm,   i see my dearest draco has given the obsessive potter attention to little ole’ me.    how adorable.   his cheeks have gotten so red.   ’

karina: so u wanna bring me a drink