THEY MADE ME A FUCKING CAT, CANT HAVE SHIT ON THE EXPRESS

i've been a part of the kin community since like... 2017? 2018? and throughout all my time here i've never been truly uncomfortable w/ doubles. until now i guess! i don't know why but whenever i see a blade double i get like unnecessarily upset about it. i'm not gonna go out of my way to be a dick or anything but i've been getting really weird about it and it sucks because i want to interact with more HSR kins but i go into like a fit whenever i see another person who kins blade. idek what's causing this but it's really frustrating - blade (hsr / honkai star rail)

I'm just a silly guy. A silly little dude. I've done nothing wrong, ever. Dan Feng call me back,

good evening good evening~!!!! to all readers of fictionkinfessions living in the northern hemisphere, winter can be tough, so this is a reminder to get a little sunlight (yay vitamin D!!), and be gentle with yourself as much as you can. you are so, so worth it! ~much love, from blade (nu carnival)

*twirrrrrrrls into the inbox* hello fictionkinfessions community! living in a human body is hard for me, so to those of you whom it's hard for as well, this is a check-in to drink fluids, reach a comfortable body temperature, use the restroom, moisturize hands and/or lips, eat a snack, stretch your muscles, or take meds if you think you may need any of those things!! ～lots and lots of love, from a visiting blade (nu carnival) ♡☆♡☆

I’ve tried to type this out many times over the past few days, and have had no luck with finishing it. Like ripping off a bandaid, Kafka, I do miss you. If you’re out there, please know this. Your kindness isn’t looked past. Sometimes, dealing with my issues is harder than usual, and while I can get out of those moods with the help of Dan Heng… you were my best friend. I miss your voice, and your hands. I miss your collection of coats, I miss when you’d dress me in silly disguises to go out in bigger crowds. I think about you often. Our time together was short, but maybe in this life we can be friends again. I don’t know if you’d even want that, but I like to hope that last time it wasn’t all obligation.

canon squicks: people thinking that i’d want talk to jing yuan / dan heng / jingliu again. no they suck thinking about them makes everything worse i want the highcloud quintet out of my life - a slightly annoyed blade (also i hope im doing the ask game right errr)

just finished reading the new event and ummmmmmmm. im so happy i found darling; i'm so happy i started feeling the way i did. i felt like an empty shell in the beginning, and i know from this life and my past one how important it is to be in love with life and the people around you. i wanna blow a virtual kiss to everyone i once knew, and everyone i know now, and heck, everyone reading this!! - all the wishes for strength and love and warm feelings, from blade (source is nu: carnival :3)