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Last summer feels like a lifetime ago~ ⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⁣⁣👱‍♀️ @blackkoi @blackkoi.xox ⁣⠀ 📷 @sandesh_malla_photo ⠀

mesmerizing 💚

This year summer is so short, I barely wore any cute summer clothes out. I had expected to be more in bikini this summer, but Covid-19 definitely changed that haha. Well, how is everyone's summer so far? ⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⁣⁣👱‍♀️ @blackkoi @blackkoi.xox ⁣⠀ 📷 @sandesh_malla_photo

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇?⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣One of the scariest stories I heard of is during my middle school years. "One day, a girl was staying late at school with her friends for after-school activities. It was during winter, and it got dark pretty quickly. They tried to wrap up their work quickly, and finally ready to leave school together. As they descended down the second flight, suddenly, there was a black-out. Everyone freaked out, and started yelling for each other. But when the light was back on, there was no one else on the staircase but the girl. And no matter where she ran, she couldn't find a soul."⁣ ⁣⁣ And I think that was my biggest fear. A fear that one day, I will wake up alone, without my loved ones, without anyone knowing me, or remembering whom I am. Isn't it utterly irrational? ⁣ ⁣⁣ And yet I can see how that fear drives my actions in life. External validations are important to me, even when it affects my mind negatively. Thorough the years, I learn to curb some of my cravings for it, while other aspects got worse. Like social media haha. Anyway, I think I'm managing well so far. Time will tell, I suppose. ⁣ ⁣ Well, your turn, tell me about your biggest fear 🥰.⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣👸🏼 @blackkoi @blackkoi.xox ⁣⁣ 📷 @visual_blues ⁣⁣ 📍 @aberdeen_centre