rewatching s13 after s11 & s12 kind of subdued deanās antagonistic role (though you should be hyper aware that itās still there if youāre watching correctly) that had been going strong for 7 seasons isā¦.idk how to describe the feeling
dean absolutely had his moments in s11 & s12 that made me want to drop kick my laptop but s13 is back to bam bam bam heās a villain!! iām jerking off about it like always but iām doing it tiredly. itās maybe harder to watch bc s4-10 sam vs s13-15 sam is like heās a piece of paper that has been slowly crinkled and crushed into a smaller and smaller ball thatās been kicked and thrown around and then small paper ball sam was dunked in water and squeezed really hard over and over again until his list of hopes and dreams that he wrote on himself were washed off and then for 2 seasons small soggy paper ball sam was left on the table to dry and he was knocked to the ground a few times and then you have a sam that is a hard tiny ball and thereās no unfolding him now heās in that shape forever and heās tossed into the trash because no one thinks that heās fun to play with anymore
i think i blacked out for a minute there what the fuck am i saying is any of that legible
