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i mean i totally started cry when i read one of them and i am not a cry baby person. and these emotions are too much for me usually and... and geez. idk just things happened.

it was a really strange year for me. kinda really hard time with close friend and i am absolute not okay with them but also new strangers and discord server which gave to me few kinda important things. i mean i remember all times when i realised that i am happy at the moment (geez only 3 time huh i am kinda depression person i know i know i work at it). and i have this moment this year. unfortunately it didn't end well, but... but it still give me some hope and happiness when i think about these people

so... i just need to say this to ammm somebody today i guesse. bc shit happened all the time and i had a bad moment today but i want to remember this day like a good day you know...

as a tradition i draw some things for myself at b-days khm. so there are few sketches with my lovely boy and his not-kitty-boyfriend

happy birthday to silly little me

I lived apart from my parents for more than half a year. and worked. they were originally against my move. and long persuaded to return. but I decided to get an education and therefore I left work and returned home to my parents yesterday. second day. I already have the settled habits of living alone. My mother is making a row. and she says that since I'm not going to do what she wants, then I can move out.

i do not understand

i rly h8 this