#bkacklove

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Where are we? Where did we go wrong? Been riding on this joy ride for some time now shit been so real. Feeling so good. Now all we do is argue and doubt each other. The distractions of the world, the jealously, the pressure. Pressure is just how you handle shit anyway. How are we handling ? You yelling. I’m yelling. I shutdown. You do too. We’re back where we started. Or are we? I thought we started in paradise. Bliss. Well, actually we did. We are. That’s all I want. That’s all we need. We’ve got it. So where’d it go? All I know is I love you with all of me. Reluctant to trust you because of the past. But somehow I took that leap anyway. And here we are. I told you I didn’t want this. Us. I knew what it would mean. Hard work, I mean labor. Pain. I knew that when I love, I love hard. Unstoppable love. I can’t control it. And with you it’s always been different. Something special. Something I can’t control. You are. special. You’re my one. I just want it to be perfect. The pressure. But that’s just how you handle shit anyway. I guess I could’ve handled many situations differently babe. I guess I could’ve held in my anger when you asked me how I felt about you talking to my enemy. I guess I could’ve let that one slide. I guess I could’ve given you the benefit of the doubt. I should’ve just looked past my initial feeling of hurt. Temporarily bringing me back to the exact place I was when that bitch became my enemy. Nothing wrong with that. I’m bugging. What was I thinking ? Man fuck what I was thinking. That shouldn’t even matter right ? Life is funny.