Chapter Three "lead me, leave me"
The Crystal Spirit Masterlist
chapter two / chapter three / chapter four coming soon
Pairing: Zuko x Fem!OC
Summary: in which two spirits try their luck at love in the middle of a hundred year war.
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âIroh would like you to know that the massage starts soon.âÂ
Blinking her eyes open, Satori stared up at the sky.Â
They had landed on solid ground a couple of hours ago, and despite having access to food for the first time in quite a while, Satori could not bring herself to eat.Â
In fact, she could not quite get herself to do anything, So she laid under a flowery tree, closing her eyes and begging the world to stop spinning.Â
Zuko had placed a plate of food by her quite some time ago, being told by his uncle to do so. It went untouched, and he had made several snarky comments about it earlier.Â
Satori was too exhausted to be bothered by his snark, it had been very clear that he was having a bad day, in fact yesterday was the warning sign of his temperament as he was very withdrawn and quiet the day before.Â
Petals landed around her, coating themselves in her hair.Â
Her mind was spinning, and moving and pulsing. It was too quiet, and too calm. She wanted to scream and cry but also to melt and become invisible.Â
Too many things were talking to her, too many voices, too many opinions. Her own thoughts were too loud and too quiet and just as she was about to be sucked back into the black hole of maximalism of emotion, his sharp voice cut through again.Â
âSo get up, my uncle wonât start his massage until you get over there.â He commanded.Â
Satori gently got up, swaying a bit before walking towards the masseur spot, not bothering to brush the petals off of her. The petals fell off regardless, gently untangling themselves from her hair and clothes and gently leaving her be.Â
She prayed the massage would clear her mind, but the other teenager going through it caught her attention.Â
His Uncle, retired General Iroh crouched by him. Zuko kept his head down, leaning against the wall.Â
Satori valued privacy, but she couldnât help but overhear them.Â
âItâs the anniversary, isnât it?â Iroh prompted as he sat next to his nephew.Â
Zuko looked up. âThree years ago today, I was banished. I lost it all.â He said, before taking off his hat. âI want it back.â
âI want the Avatar, I want my honor, my throne.â He continued. âI want my father not to think Iâm worthless.âÂ
Satori bristled.Â
âIâm sure he doesn't!â Iroh comforted cheerfully. âWhy would he banish you if he didnât care?âÂ
Even the masseuses gave him an odd look.Â
Zuko stood up, going on a walk around the building.Â
âThat came out wrong, didnât it?â Iroh sighed.Â
Giving him a small look of assurance, Satori nodded before getting up and thanking the masseuse before getting up and following the scarred boy.Â
She walked beside him for a while, as the two awkwardly walked around the forest. Satori picked flowers while keeping pace with him.
âWhy are you following me?â He asked pointedly.Â
Satori shrugged, but continued. âIâd hate for you to be alone.âÂ
âI want to be alone.â
âDo you? You seem to dislike it if you want your old life back.â She tilted her head, gently petting the flower petals she plucked.Â
âCan you just go away?â He snapped, fire blazing at his fingertips before he clenched his fists. âYou donât even know me!âÂ
Satori shrugged, keeping a calm, levelled head. She wasnât one to get angry or escalate a situation, nor did she have the energy to. âI sailed with you on a boat for 2 weeks, Iâve heard a lot of things.âÂ
âThatâs not the same as knowing me.âÂ
âI suppose not. So tell me about yourself.âÂ
Zuko glared at her. âI donât want you to know me.â
She picked more flowers, adding them to her bouquet, moving thorns and branches out of the way as she picked roses. âYou said it was an anniversary, whatâs that about?âÂ
She listened, picking flowers as he went on a brooding rant about how he wants everything back, and how he wants everything to go back to normal. Or rather, how they never were. He wants his father and sister to respect him, to make his mother proud.Â
âHow do you want something youâve never experienced?â Satori asked after he was finished speaking.Â
âExcuse me?âÂ
Satori wrapped her bouquet in a ribbon. âYou said your father has never respected you and want him to now. Youâve never had your fathers respect. How do you know youâll like it?âÂ
âI just will.âÂ
âWhat if you hate it?âÂ
âI wonât.âÂ
She tied the flowers in a tight bow. âHow do you know?âÂ
âCan you just be quiet?âÂ
She nodded, handing him the bouquet. âHappy Anniversary.â She smiled, before walking back and helping Iroh collect shells.Â
Zuko watched her, staring at the handpicked flowers. He sat by a nearby river, gently placing the bouquet into the stream of water and watching as it was taken away, laying down against the riverbed and dreaming of his mother.Â
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Gently placing shells in a sack, she followed as the retired fire nation general admired the shiny mollusks, admiring the unique designs.Â
âI cannot thank you enough for letting my nephew and I on that raft back at the Water Tribe.â The old man said, dusting off seashells and handing it to the young girl. âBut I canât seem to understand why, after all we certainly are not allies to the Avatar.âÂ
Moving her hair, she took the seashell and dropped the shell into the sack she replied. âIâm not too sure, and as silly as it might sound, the spirits told me to say yes.âÂ
âItâs not silly at all my dear.â Iroh said, smiling at her before his expression took a gentler, more remorseful turn. âMy condolences for your loss, you and the princess seemed close.âÂ
She returned the smile, eyes a bit far off. âThank you. We were.â She swallowed, picking up another shell. âShe was my friend. But I understand what she had to do, and I can only hope sheâs pointing me in the right direction.âÂ
Iroh gently touched her shoulder. âI doubt she would steer you wrongly. Feel free to travel with my nephew and I for as long as you please. Iâd be honored to have a girl as kind and intune with the spirits travelling with us.â His eyes gleamed as he spotted something on Satoriâs neck. âThe White LotusâŚdo you play?âÂ
âOh no,â Satori touched one of her many necklaces, a Pai Sho tile on a string. âA kind master gave this to me during my early days of travel, as a token of thanks. Something about how if I ever needed help, this would help me one day.âÂ
Iroh nodded, understanding in his eyes. âWell, if you would ever like to learn, Iâm a big fan of playing.âÂ
Smiling, Satori nodded as the two headed back to the cabin they were staying at. âIâll keep that in mind.âÂ
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âLook at these magnificent shells!â Iroh showed off to his nephew. âIâll enjoy these keepsakes for years to come.âÂ
âWe donât need anymore useless things!â Zuko protested. âYou forget, we have to carry everything ourselves now.âÂ
âHello BrotherâŚUncle.â A sharp voice came from the chair across from the bickering duo.Â
Zukoâs eyes narrowed as he looked at his sister. âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
Glancing around, Satori gently excused herself from the unexpected family reunion.Â
âBack in my country, we exchange pleasant hello before asking questions.â Azula commented pointedly, standing up and wading her way towards her brother. âHave you become uncivilized so soon, Zuzu?âÂ
âDonât call me that!âÂ
Iroh bowed down gently. âTo what do we owe this honor?â
Azula snapped a sea shell in her nails. âMust be a family trait. Both of you are so quick to get to the point.â She rolled her eyes. âI came with a message from home. Fatherâs changed his mind. Family is suddenly very important to him.â She told them. âHe has heard rumors of plans to overthrow him. Treacherous plots. Family are the only ones you can really trust.â
 She looked to the side, at the setting sun. âFather regrets your banishment. He wants you home.â She looked back when her announcement was met with silence. âDid you hear me? You should be happy, excited, and grateful.  I just gave you great news.âÂ
Iroh tried diffusing. âIâm sure your brother simply needsââ
âDonât interrupt, Uncle!â Azula barked. âI still havenât heard a thank you. Iâm not a messenger. I didnât have to come all this way-â
âFather regrets?â Zuko looked back at his sister. âHeâŚwants me back?â
Azula scrutinized him with a look. âI can see you need time to take this in. Iâll come to call on you tomorrow. Good evening.â She excused herself.Â
Satori re-entered the home, having stood outside, listening before coming back and beginning to cook dinner for them. âWell⌠How about a meal to think the lovely news over?âÂ
They sat down, eating rice and salmon Satori had prepared with some mushrooms. Iroh made tea. It was a simple meal, but Satori hardly worried about the simplicity of the food while the argument happened around her.Â
âWeâre going home! After three long years. Itâs unbelievable.â Zuko celebrated, eating his food quickly before pacing around.Â
Satori sipped her tea and Iroh spoke. âIt is unbelievable.â The man agreed. âI have never known my brother to regret anything.âÂ
Zuko looked at his uncle. âDid you listen to Azula? Father realized how important family is. He cares about me!âÂ
âI care about you!â Iroh stood up. âAnd if Ozai wants you back, well I think it may not be for the reasons you imagine.âÂ
âYou donât know how my father feels about me. You donât know anything!â
âZukoâŚâ Iroh lowered his tone. âI only meant that in our family, things are not always what they seem.âÂ
Whipping around the teenaged boy looked at his uncle. âI think you are exactly as you seem. A lazy, mistrustful, shallow old man whoâs always been jealous of his brother.â After that spat, Zuko walked off.Â
Satori started to clean up dinner.Â
âWould you mind helping me pack, dear?â Iroh asked, gently taking out a bag.Â
âYouâre going with him?â She asked, gently placing the bowls on a table, jewelry swishing as she walked around to help him.Â
âFamily sticks together.â He said to her, and itâs also what he said to Zuko as he ran down the mountain after him, ready to board the docks with him and onto the Fire Nation ship.Â
âWeâre finally going home!â He said happily, continuing down the fleet of stairs. Iroh glared, vision laced with suspicion as he looked at the Fire Nation Ship.Â
Satori laid in a tree, directly across from the ship. Iroh had placed her there in case something were to happen. He had told her his suspicions.Â
So she sat in the treetops, fingers itching to release the arrow stretched into the bowâs string. She watched as the two boarded the ship, Azula waiting for them.Â
But even Satori could hear the booming voice of the Ship Captain from her spot.Â
âYou heard the princess! Raise the anchors! Weâre taking the prisoners home!âÂ
Azulaâs glare could kill as she narrowed her eyes at the Captain for spoiling the mission to catch and capture the travelling royals.Â
An arrow shot through the air, knocking the captain unconscious and into the ocean as Iroh attacked, starting to defend themselves from the soldiers.Â
âYou lied to me!â Zuko yelled.Â
Azula rolled her eyes. âLike Iâve never done that before.â She quipped.Â
A battle. Redirected lightning and a nicely aimed arrow sent Azula overboard as Iroh and Zuko made a run for it.Â
Satori, with her satchel, dropped down from the tree tops and ran with them.Â
They ran and they ran and they ran.Â
When they were a sizable distance away, Satori helped them cut off their royal ponytails as nicely as she could before urging them to keep walking.Â
As Satori walked behind the two new fugitives, arrows at the ready, jewelry jangling and a new bracelet on Irohâs wrist, she prayed to the spirits that she was on the right path for her.Â










