#bitchees

You meet them online by coincidence, soon they become the closest person who knows all of your thoughts, something happens, things go wrong, maybe if he were here he would knew you better. Few awful months later when things go good again you start to miss them, that's how zombie state of mind always ends. After shit and pain you end up "on track" with them again, plans blah blah & shit but you feel it's not good. Of course after week of stress (but happiness too) everything ends, you're left broken again, then you move on and feel great. Woah you fell for other guys. That's fantastic. But it's different. You don't know them yet, but then it's irrelevant because you're not interested (school first), so you just talk. And one day you feel good and want to find out if they're okay, so you text their friend, avoiding him and what might happen if you don't. You end up mad, hating, crying, missing and the story goes on. It bothers you and you want to know if they still care. They don't. Instead of it they call you just stranger. It hurts. So bad. Why? Because you believed another guy that someone can care so much. No, it's not a movie. Let's hear how good they're going with new chick. Hah. Anyway, then you get into a fight with your best friend, over the guy. Over the hunk. This nice guy who find out to be really, really nice to talk to. He was like a friend and she made you feel like pathetic crap. Fun. Lol. Instead of chill now you feel embarrassment. Thanks a lot. And then things get screwed up with him too. Good. But at least I pass my photography exams :D. What I've learnt is that career is the only thing worth fighting for. Try your best, do what you love and you'll find happiness. Of course you'll feel alone sometimes, that things could have been different, but think. It's not your fault. It's your fault if you chose torturing yourself with "stupid" memories with something that don't even matter, because you'll never meet that dude. So get over yourself, don't bother yourself with people who don't care about you. Recipe for happiness. I'm chasing it. :)

So the story behind this remix is that a good friend of mine gave some of my beats to No I.D, No I.D brought it to Roc. Their manager emailed me, saying they wanted to work with me. I've sent them some of my projects, jay sent me back this Jesus Piece. And this is one of the remixes that's gonna be on the R.O.C Classics Remixes Mixtape. It's really hard to believe but dreams really come true. #beatmaking #ableton #kwest #amazing #remix #bitchees