hey!! I've been looking for a fic based on Richard siken's litany in which things are crossed out, I can't find it ahh. thanks in advance!
we are breathing river water by undeadapocalypse
Summary:  Shane thought, through the kisses and the feeling of Ryan’s skin all over his, too much but not enough, I will not.
Between the light ending up off and the clumsy hands in a dark room, the floorboards that hide secrets despite not being theirs, he thought to himself, I will not fall in love with him.
The tabernacle reconstructed.
He falls in love with him.
or: a fic based off of “litany in which certain things are crossed out”
Commentary: This fic is such a… beauty. I read it because I saw it was based on my favorite Richard Siken poem, and I found out it’s just– wonderful. Their conflict is so alive and simple at the end, and the way they manage to go through it, how they end up standing where they are by the end– all that makes the fic all the better. You should give it a try.