ok so here we go ... i don't really have anyone to talk to about this, so i'm turning to you.
i'm biro ace, in my twenties and never been in a relationship. idk if it's fomo but i'm beginning to think i need to start dating soon (although i have zero ideas on where/how to start, what to do etc). truth is ever since i figured out my sexuality i've kinda gotten used to the idea i won't ever find my own person. no one will love me because i'm ace. no one will see me for who i am. no one will understand me and accept my asexuality. i don't really think of my biromantic orientation as a problem, but i guess it could still matter. y'know, bisexuality itself isn't really seen in a good light by society.
all i'm trying to say in this confession is - i believe in love, but i don't really think i myself fit in that scenario. is there anything i can do about it? why am i living my sexuality so negatively when i'm feeling the most authentic version of myself since finding a label that fits me?
i feel so lonely and confused.
ps. mind you, i'm still closeted (only a queer friend of mine knows i'm queer too)