I was actually thinking the "identity ask.........oh shit" but this works too xD
1) if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?
OH GOD THIS ONE IS SO HARD. I have such a wide variety of tastes that I guess all Iād really ask is that you keep the same open mind. Openly trash talking something Iāve just said I enjoy is really notĀ the way to get me to enjoy your company. (Respectively stating a different viewpoint is totally understandable, though.)
2) have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?
*assumes Will Smith pose over some-radical-notion*
Mind you, she went with,Ā āWow, letās write full stories together some time, I think we write really alike!ā when I was still in the senpai stage and I just about fell out my chair. (...I say this like I ever came outĀ of the senpai stage with her.)
3) list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.
Supernatural: Dean Winchester. I grew up the younger sibling with a brother who was very much this role, so itās somewhat surprising. But, really, I know what itās like to lose so much your sick of it and that losing your sibling especially feels as though a limb has been hacked clear off. I relate to his need to wear peopleās expectations as a guard, even as you try to fight them, and the determined need to defend your loved ones to the damned death if need be.
Dragon Age: Cullen? Picking the characters I get to play and tailor make during the game feels like a bit of a cop out, after all. And, really, Cullenās awkward, self-conscious is me straight on. (And, alright, the sheer stubbornness too.)
Mass Effect: Kaidan? I mean, Shepard too, but I latched onto Kaidan completely unexpectedly at the start of the game.
Honestly, I have a hell of a lot of fandoms, but these were the first three to come to mind so Iām leaving it as such currently :>
4) do you like your name? Ā is there another name you think would fit you better?
Oh God, no. My mom dreamt my name, of all things, with my middle name coming from my Nana (great grandmother), who was my childhood idol growing up. Dad will always whine about how he didnāt know what my name was going to be until it was already on the birth certificate and that he wanted to name me Megan Bliss. Honestly, I think I lucked out sticking with the parent thatās actually been, you know, a parentĀ to me.
5)Ā do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?
Is it too late to say that itās too late at night for this shit? I think of myself as a work in progress, trying to mold what I already have into something a bit better. So this head twister is a bit hard to answer?