#binch posts

whenever i think about the past my brain always kinda just tells me like ‘things werent so bad, you were fine, you just overreacted bc youre a dramatic selfish baby blah blah blah’ but every once in a while ill look at myself and look at who i am and where i am as a person now and i realize holy shit! i couldve been this person the whole time and i have been this person the whole time its just that so much was holding me back!! All that shit i hated myself for all that time i spent numbing myself all that energy i put in trying to keep myself distracted!?!??! it wasnt fucking me it was ME in survival mode. I was fucking surviving i was not living and its just crazy how those words dont sound that different but holy shit do they make the biggest fucking difference!!!!!! 

anyone have older cats and know about cats getting schizophrenic with age?? idk im probably making a big deal out of nothing again but i just wish i knew more

omg i really wish people would consult one of the sales associates before buying expensive glasses/sunglasses omg i cant handle all these people walking around with frames that SO OBVIOUSLY dont fit their face but they think they look nice bc they were expensive 😫 😫 😫 😫 

i was gonna send my mom my grad pics bc she finally cared enough to congratulate me lol but then i saw how light my hair is and i was like uhhhh nvm im good

does the planet retrograde thing make ghosts more powerful too bc one of the most haunted things ever just happened to me and their is literally no explanation to it other than a ghost 

that effervescent post is still killing me i cant stop thinking about it

i know im pretty late on this but i just watched louis’ miss you performance from december and i just really cannot stop crying im so fucking proud of him ive seen him be ignored by management constantly since after xfactor and overshadowed and then he always talked about how in 1d whenever he had a part to perform in a song he would be all up in his nerves and freaking out and then forget everything that was happening in the moment as he was performing bc he was just so nervous and then later he’d be kicking himself bc he didnt get to enjoy the performance bc he was trying to hide behind the boys the entire time (which is what management has been forcing him to do until the fans got louder around 2013) and even with his back to you performance he talked about being just as nervous and kind of relying on bebe during his performance and once again not enjoying himself bc hes so nervous BUT HE PERFORMED THE SHIT OUT OF MISS YOU A L L BY HIMSELF AND IM SO FUCKING PROUD OH IM LITERALLY CRYING DWJKJHEFWIFBDJHN HE DID IT KIDS HES SO AMAZING