First time since 2020 I have managed this but this time am not looking back
The big 100 ππ₯³β¨οΈπ
I enjoy life a lot more now
Gigs,trips,stability, more time,better mental health,better apperance
Everything is just better π
First pic I was MISERABLE, toxic friends, drinking all the time, hated my body
Second pic, am so happy, I accept & love myself and body and have decent friends. I now have nail hobby art, line dancing and take my dog on long walks every single day
Life is so so much better now my only regret is I didn't start soberity sooner.
Also my biggest hard take is it is learning and starting life all over again, your friends,situations, literally EVERYTHING CHANGES. you get a lot more mental health emotional breakdown days too and your memory comes back but it is part of the healing process. I can't even bear the thought of drinking or being around people drinking now, it digusts me, I also haven't seen any friends since I went sober.