#bicthes

man, bring me back to 8th grade, cause id rather be a friendless nerd than having to deal with 3 people talking to me simultaneously

OBV I'D BLANK OUT. like i legit just had a malfunction, also i fucking hate the people im with rn

Dk why i still surround myself of those kind of people, but like in 8th grade(aka my most peaceful sy) all those said people was AWAY. (We were still friends when we were in 8th grade)

So i wanna get this out, this one girl—shes a friend, she kinda has this pick-me personality but i just cant call her that just because i perceive her that way—she doesnt even know that term. ITS JUST THAT. ITS SO ANNOYING, all she ever talks about is her crush and how shes so different from girls nowadays and yk, i dont wanna be mean and disrupt her moment whenever shes feeling excited but like do I??? HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO DEAL WITH THIS? im so fucking tired of listening and saying the same fucking shits, and she wont even listen to my advices, she keeps saying things like "ok yk what i don't like him anymore" and im not even surprised anymore cuz i know the next time we see each other, shes gonna be yapping about how crazy it is that they saw each other for 0.5 fucikng secodns.

And i hate the way she gets in my face whenever she speaks. I IMMEDIATELY gets pissed whenever someone talks to me and theyre right infront of my face.

But yeh, my point is im getting fucking tired of what she makes me feel, i just want to be alone man, it's fine stay with just don't do that thing called opening your mouth to speak. I dont wanna speak to you anymore and watch my deteriorating expression from your pupils.