Sep 21, 2024
I will draw the things that make me happy I will draw the things that bring me joy even if it's the same fictional character over and over again, even if it might be considered "cringe" by others or myself, even if I don't think it'll help me improve my skills, even if no one else will see it, even if everyone else will see it, I will draw what makes me happy I will draw what makes me happy I will draw what makes me happy
#hi this is about me feeling kinda embarrased and self concious about only having the urge to draw xie lian and tgcf and mdzs for the past yr#all my art mutuals and irl art friends branch out they have ocs or a variety of fandoms or they do painting studies and bg practices#and animation and different mediums and fully compositional pieces and i just havent had the motivation to draw anything but the same#handful of characters from the same fandom/media against blank white backgrounds or make silly tiktoks of them#with no creative inspiration or pursuit or experimentation ive just been drawing the same thing over and over again for the past year and i#get embarrased when irl ppl find my socials and see its the same thing over and over again#but im trying to tell myself its ok who cares draw whatever the hell you want#i love mxtx's works so much her stories and characters bring me so much joy ive loved being in the fandom and making fanart i just need to#remember that i do it for me i draw to make me happy i draw bc it makes me happy so if i dont feel like drawing anything but xie lian over#and over again fuck it ill draw xie lian over and over again ill do it ill keep drawing#reminder#bib thoughts#creative reminder
