Faking anything to make you happy!
Trying to fit in like a square peg into a round hole.Â
Dishes on the sink that you just wonât wash.Â
A very messy house and just waiting for the housekeeper to come.
Hiding when your family calls because no one can know you are with a woman given how conservative your family is.
Playing detective when you go out.
The lies. Piles and piles of lies.
The secrecy. Itâs no longer just because you want things private but because you were keeping things from me. Keeping her from me.Â
Being told crazy, paranoid, a dum dum.
All the arguments because you just canât stand being wrong.
Going out on restaurants quite a distance from the hospital because no one can see us. I am so done with that.Â
Being told to stay away from social media because people will be envious. DUHHH.Â
Not being able to brag my relationship with him to friends and on social media because again, there are âevil eyesâ.
So done with all that sh*t.