For You
The first time I saw your selfies I was instantly smitten. That never really happened to me before. Just looking at someone and immediately thinking âIâd really like to get to know them.â I didnât crush on people like that. Then you came along with your pretty blue eyes, cool colored hair, and your dorky facial expressions and I was just like FUCK.
And it wasnât just the way you looked. It was your silly posts and tags and the fact that youâre a writer that really added to my attraction to you. I still think you being a writer is the coolest thing ever.
But I didnât wanna act on my crush on you. Mainly because of the distance. Iâve never done that before. Also because I wasnât in a good place. I didnât feel worthy of pursuing anyone and I didnât think Iâd be good enough for you. So I stayed back and admired you from afar with a hope of maybe one day.
Then that one day came. I liked you a lot and I told myself that I couldnât be afraid to try. You never know, ya know? So we started talking. And talking and talking and before I knew it I was rushing home to reply to you or staying up super late because I never wanted to say goodbye.
And here we are now. Weâve been together for almost seven months and itâs the happiest Iâve ever been. I didnât think I could ever be this happy and itâs all because of you. Falling in love with you is the best thing to ever happen to me.
Youâre an amazing and supportive girlfriend. Youâre always there when I need you and always make me laugh when all I wanna do is cry. You make me feel good about myself. You were the first person to ever call me beautiful. You make me feel loved and wanted and just cared for and I can never thank you enough for all the great things youâve brought into my life.
It hurts having to be away from you after getting to spend an incredible week together but I know that one day we wonât have to be apart again. Youâre my one and my future and I love you so much.
