A moment
Sometimes I think I forget to take a moment. To breathe To think To hesitate To relax To emphasize To enjoy To do all the things I should be doing but I don’t. I want to make a point after this thanksgiving to be more mindful and stronger with myself and commitments. To make the most of the day and stop wasting my time scrolling the web and more time feeding myself. I want to get serious about my shared blog and dig deep into my nursing career. I think it would be really beneficial to commit. I want to have more meaningful conversations with my partner. It would be amazing to devote a small part of me and sacrifice for them. I want to feel brave enough to be an open bisexual. I want to be a better me. I want to treat my body with less stress and more good delicious food. I want to exercise my mind with books and body with activity. I want to be a better dog owner so my dog doesn't feel so cooped up and scared when I get upset. I need to stop making excuses about money and stick to the strict budgets I was so diligent about prior to college. So before all that new years bullshit comes rolling around. I’m making a conscious effort BEFORE the holidays, I will take a moment.
