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Being strong is not so easy.

Outside is loud and boisterous, 

but inside is melancholy and silent.

Outside is where birds chirp and leaves sway, 

But inside is where feelings are hidden and hatred is stored.

Dreams of existing outside are forgotten,

And life on the inside is safe, and warm.

It's easier to shelter souls on the inside,

So the outside won’t be influential.

But am I doing this to myself?

Is this what I really want?

To be stuck inside where the sunlight is concealed 

And where all living things come to die?

Why not go outside and experience the birds and grass?

Everything I’ve heard all about.

The things I can’t bring myself to see.

Maybe one day when I’m stronger,

I’ll slip out into the warm sunlight 

And feel the breeze on my skin.

Maybe I’ll walk to the lake and sink my feet into the freshwater.

Watch the fish swim all around my toes.

I wasn’t a fool

But the one, the only

to see right through

your facade

quite literal

no message subliminal

your heart and your head

one in the same

never thought I would be the one

to be played by this game

unrequited? for sure

but my sentiments pure

don’t get me wrong

I see now what was foggy

dreamy thoughts left me groggy

not you and me

but you, then me

It’s not you, it’s me

set me free

Chapter 2: The Echo and a New Beginning

It wasn’t gentle.

One moment Kassalyn drifted with the sway of the carriage, half-aware of creaking wood and the rhythmic footfalls of the chocobo. The next, the world fell away beneath her.

A blue night sky stretched endlessly overhead, brilliant with unfamiliar stars. She was falling—silently, weightless—until her descent stopped as suddenly as it had begun. Kassalyn stood upon a platform she could not see, could not feel, yet somehow trusted to hold her.

Then came the voice.

Familiar in a way that made her chest ache.

Hear…

She turned, searching the empty sky.

Hear… Feel…

The words echoed within her mind as a black vortex tore open before her, spiraling and alive. From it stepped a man clad entirely in black, his presence swallowing the light around him.

The voice spoke again—clear now, undeniable.

“Hear. Feel. Think.”

Brilliant white light exploded outward.

Kassalyn gasped as her armor shifted, reshaping itself in a heartbeat. A weapon formed in her hands—one she did not remember learning, yet knew with absolute certainty. Her body moved without her command.

She drew.

She loosed.

A beam of pure, searing light tore through the void and struck the figure—

—

She woke with a sharp breath.

The carriage rocked onward, dawn light filtering through the trees. Kassalyn’s head throbbed as the remnants of the vision slipped away, dissolving like sand through her fingers.

“Y’alright there, lass?”

The grizzled peddler leaned closer, concern creasing his weathered face. “Couldn’t help but notice you were moanin’ in your sleep—and sweatin’ buckets besides.” He nodded sagely. “Aether sickness, most likely. Some folk are more prone to it than others. Nothin’ to fret over. You’ll get used to it.”

Unsettled, Kassalyn nodded, unable to find the words to explain what she had seen. Her gaze drifted instead to a peculiar sight near the back of the carriage.

Two small, winged creatures hovered there—round and fluffy, with tiny bat-like wings and bright pom-poms bobbing above their heads. One tipped a bottle, gleefully drinking from the peddler’s wine when his back was turned.

“Feeling better, kupo?”

Kassalyn froze.

Slowly, she nodded.

“Aha! I knew it!” the creature exclaimed. “You can see us, kupo! That makes you special.”

“We’re moogles,” it continued proudly. “We live in this wood, kupo. Normal folk can’t see or hear us.” It tilted its head, eyes narrowing with curiosity. “An’ since you’re special… maybe you can help us with somethin’.”

The moogle leaned closer, lowering its voice. “The forest’s been restless of late. Strange things keep happenin’, kupo. You wouldn’t happen to have seen anythin’ suspicious, would you?”

Kassalyn shook her head.

The moogle studied her a moment, then shrugged. “Figured as much. You only just arrived, kupo.”

With a cheerful wave, it zipped back toward its companion. “Guess we’ll keep lookin’. Nice meetin’ you, kupo!”

Stunned, Kassalyn watched as the pair vanished into the trees.

Not long after, the peddler began describing the city ahead, introducing himself as Bremondt and regaling her with idle chatter to pass the time.

Then—

Thunk.

An arrow struck the side of the carriage.

“Uwaaah!” Bremondt yelped.

Chaos erupted as armed figures burst from the woods and tall, feathered creatures descended upon the road.

“Wh-what’s goin’ on?!” cried the driver.

A man in forest-green armor rushed alongside the carriage. “A skirmish has broken out with the Ixal!” he shouted, deflecting another arrow. “For your own safety, you must remain here until—”

More arrows flew.

“Bloody hells!” he barked. “Wood Wailers, with me! We’ll hold them off—break clear while you can!”

The carriage lurched forward, jolting away from the fighting. When the sounds of battle finally faded behind them, a tense silence followed.

“That was far too bleedin’ close,” Bremondt muttered. “Nice of the Ixal to send us a welcome party, eh?”

At last, the carriage rolled to a stop near a set of wooden gates.

“Well,” Bremondt said, climbing down, “this is where we part ways.” He pressed a simple but well-made ring into Kassalyn’s palm. “By way o’ thanks for the company.”

He grinned. “Become a storied adventurer I can brag about havin’ met, and we’ll call it square.”

With that, he departed toward the markets.

Kassalyn turned back toward the gates.

Gridania unfolded before her—not a city imposed upon the forest, but one grown from it. Bridges arched over clear streams. Lanterns swayed gently from carved posts. Wooden structures curved and twisted as though shaped by living hands.

The air felt… ordered.

Watched.

As she stepped forward, she felt eyes upon her—not judgment, but assessment. Tall, slender figures with pointed ears moved through the streets, alongside smaller folk of many kinds. This was not her world.

“Where on earth am I…?” she murmured.

“Halt!”

A masked man in forest armor stepped forward. “Your face is not known to me. Newly come to the city, no doubt.”

He gave her a curt once-over. “It is my duty to protect our nation from her enemies, while welcoming those who may yet prove her friends. Let us see which you are.”

“I was lost in the woods,” Kassalyn replied carefully. “Separated from my companions by an accident. I was told this was the place to find answers—and shelter.”

He nodded once. “Then present yourself at the Carline Canopy.” He pointed up the rise behind him. “Speak with Mother Miounne. She’ll see you set on a proper path.”

With that, he turned to the next arrival.

Kassalyn exhaled slowly and stepped into Gridania.

The Echo stirred within her.

Thanks for checking out my blog, and hope you like it! I am a budding writer, who has always had a love of stories of unsolved mysteries and the paranormal, especially when there’s lots of interesting history and science involved. I plan on using this blog to test the waters on whether or not people would like my writing. My grandfather was a successful author, and was helping me with my writing, but I was only able to finish a children’s book before he unexpectedly passed away. My hope is that by using Tumblr, I can receive constructive criticism and input to help hone my skill before I build up the courage to send in a book in the genre that I truly love~horror with a spin of science and historical fiction. I hope you enjoy, and please feel free to let me know what you think! Anything helps!