#beginner singer

I like making music and I just got a music notebook for composition, the problem? I have no idea how to read sheet music let alone write that and then I need to translate that to virtual instruments that don’t tell me which note is which and now the evening has become about how to write sheet music (and therefore read it) luckily only for strings, and when I say string I’m mean all of them, violin, viola, cello, bass, and later I’m probably gonna need to do the same thing for guitar and whatever the heck else needs to be written in my music cause lyrics alone won’t cut it, the worst part is that I have things I need to do and fast, and I love the idea I have but currently my skill level in writing music is that of a person who once wrote a song without knowing the lyrics needed to rhyme and who’s singing voice sounds like talking, see you in three months when I have the song done