#begging*

please tag me in remy sanders angst

if you find remy angst, please let me know. us fanders really are sleeping on remy angst. hell, i got so desperate i started writing my own remy angst. of course it's unfinished, so i can't post it.

--- i apologize i need to blabber on right now because i'm posting on mobile and my formatting is throughoutly screwed and i'm doing this because of the trigger warnings because the last thing i want to is trigger someone and if the formatting is different for you and you see the tw, the s/h part is censored just to be safe. again, i'm sorry but we just gotta live with it until i figure out formatting, okay? yeah, anyway.. hope you all have a good day! ---

surely those glasses are used for covering up bloodshot, teary eyes. the jacket? for covering scärs, and maybe actual, fresh c*ts. the sassy front? coping, or a way to make sure no one finds out, because if he's annoying and a complete bother to be around, no one will get close enough to realize anything's off. and even if they did, they probably wouldn't care. remy's been an asshole to them, he's been rude, sassy, sarcastic, annoying.. and overall, just a total bitch. why would anyone care about him? he's terrible to thomas. he never does his job right. the one thing he was made to do, and his pathetic ass can't even do it. he's a disgrace and disappointment to all the others. he can't ever be on time, he can't ever give thomas the right amount of sleep, he can't get along with the others, he can't even get along with thomas. and thomas is way to nice, understanding and caring for his own damn good. fuck. remy's useless. worthless. no one would care if he were to jump into the subconscious. no one would care if he ducked out. no one would even blink a fucking eye. and when the did figure it out, they'd probably be /relieved/. then again, who fucking wouldn't?

In the 12 Days of Christmas episode when he does that little hand gesture when he gives Logan his sweater???? It’s so cute and soft and he’s just so excited ???????? Puppy boy????