#begging please

And I won't care if they all know that I made him cum and swallowed it all like a good girl. And that to reward me for sucking him like the good slut I am, I got to cockwarm him with my mouth for the rest of the movie.

like i have to be my own parent and redo so much shit bc all it did was teach me how to be everything that i am not. on top of trying to just be alive in this economy as black AND fem AND lgbt like fuck i needed to pick one struggle not fucking all of them lmaooo

this is the most effort i feel like ive ever actually put in to anything bc its like its all STUPID i want to be happy and i want to live life but first i have to like. rebuild myself. isnt that crazy?

im creating a like. autism schedule board, and filling out so much of these childish looking things as i navigate stuff and its weirdddd, its so weird for me.

but its good! its all going to be a good thing even if its feels infantilizing in the moment and i just appreciate all the patience from the people around me during this bc its a goddamn rollercoaster !!!! but thats life right? its like stepping out of a cave for the first time, and the sunsets been there the whole time-you just couldn't see it.

not the only italian sub i like though

Here's the situation:

My partner lost his job last month. They farted around giving us his last paychecks and as a result, we had a ton of late fees to account for by the time we got the money. I paid everything up to date for the month and then once I paid our electric bill, we were officially out of money. Plus:

Unemployment is stuck in review, pretty sure we're not going to see a cent of that. Our state has one of the lowest ones anyway, but being able to use it would have taken some of the pressure off, but alas, we're likely never going to see any of it.

He's trying to drive for uber eats, but the app keeps telling us our car is too old even though it's a 2005, which is less than twenty years old and I thought it was fine to use.

He is applying for jobs now that barely pay more than minimum wage and is still not getting any callbacks.

I feel sick and can't eat and I honestly don't know what we're going to do. We have three children and I'm terrified of failing them. I'm disabled from a non-traumatic brain injury back in 2017/2018 and I run an Etsy shop, but it doesn't come close to covering the bills. Plus, once I run out of stock, that's it because I haven't been able to use any of my earnings to buy supplies to restock, so it's not a long-term solution anyway.

Total amount needed: (this isn't including any non-essentials like credit card payments, this is just to keep the lights on and keep us from getting evicted or at least put on notice in June) :

$1362

Basically, if you can help, please do.