Oh, and btw... I havenât had any oxy in days. If Iâm abusing anything right now itâs antihistimines, god damn mast cells wonât shut up.Â
Iâm constitutionally incapable of becoming addicted to opiates because I hate how they make me feel, so I only use them when the alternative is much worse. If I can sleep I probably donât need oxy. I needed it on the 16 hour train ride that turned into a 21 hour ordeal, but not so much since.
Itâs going to be interesting if my incisions donât finish healing the fuck up already though, as I havenât had my RA treatment in 10 weeks, am at 3 mg per day on steroids and no other meds, and still have five spots that arenât completely closed.
Iâm getting stiffer by the day and my hand joints are getting iffier quickly.Â
Oh, and those spots that arenât healing?Â
The skin has decided that everything is evil and Iâm getting reactions to the most hypoallergenic of bandages. Fun times. Trying Xyxal, but idk if itâs going to be enough.Â
Mast cell issues are no joke.Â
Iâve got something like 36-40 total inches of incision on my body and of those, 4 combined inches in 5 spots are not great, but I have to have no open wounds in order for them to turn my immune system off again. Iâve already had two bouts of antibiotics.Â
The round robin goes something like this right now:Â
1. wounds need covering, so I tape.
2. Tape is okay most places most of the time, I take bind, antihistimine and move on.
3. Tape is suddenly not okay. Canât take more antihistimine.Â
4. Remove tape, use rubbing alcohol on residue.
5. Rubbing alcohol dries out the skin, which is easily irritated.
6. Add moisturizing lotion.Â
7. React to lotion. (I react even to straight up cocoa butter and olive oil, itâs a mechanical thing, not an actual allergy)
8. Itch.
9. Wounds need covering up...
I am at 5 1/2 weeks post surgery. Iâm really, really REALLY ready to be done with this part. The binding itself is its own catch 22.