Nightmares...
I haven’t sleep more than a few minutes at a time in weeks. I keep seeing all the people in my life.. which is admittedly a short list.. I keep seeing gross harm being done to them by my hand. I can’t really imagine myself doing the things I am shown. I refuse to be whatever it is this is asking me to become. I would fight and die to protect the people I care about.. And the more I begin to think I am their greatest threat, the more I feel like I sh
No, I need to practice my skills. hone the edge that I know I could become. If I wield the power I have, perhaps control is only one step further away.The strength my dreams promise, would be a boon to Kiden. I would be able to stand beside my beloved... I would be able to lay justice upon those who challenge my connection to her. I could safeguard soo many.. if I was only unafraid to tap into what ever it is that’s.. within me. I could defend Sea’zel, protect Malurra, save Kiden from attacks.. If even the Soul-Weapons are afraid of me.. then.. there’s power there.. Fire can destroy, Fire can also purify, temper steel. I will temper the weapon Something wants me to become...
