A Life To Remember Pt 2(
Sakari’s POV
Today is the second to last show on our tour and I couldn’t be happier I love what I do but it’s starting to get tiring on top of that I have been dealing with a breakup me and my ex Kaitlyn broke up when she left our band to join a different oneI supported her decision at first after all I just wanted her to be happy that was until she started to get distant she would start picking up my calls less and less by the day take longer to text me back and sometimes not get back to me until the next day I gave her the benefit of the doubt until one night when I seen a text message from a girl in her band named Natasha
Flashback
I was laying on her bed while she was in the shower when I heard a ding I looked away and ignored it until I heard three more
“Hey babe someone is texting you”
“Can you check it for me I’m waiting on a message from my mom”
“Yeah sure”
Natasha:Hey can we talk
It’s about Friday Night
Look we both are in relationships so it can’t happen again I just want band practice to go back to normal
A look of confusion crossed my face as I started to pace back and forth not knowing what to say what to think how to feel I’ve never been good at handling my emotions so I just bottled everything up cheers to childhood trauma I guess after everything I put into this relationship my thoughts were disturbed as I heard a voice
“Hey babe what did my mom”
Kate I’m gonna ask you a question and I want the truth if not the situation is just going to get worse”
“Ummm ok what’s up why so serious “Kaitlyn said as she walked up to me
“Don’t touch me right now”
“Did I do something wrong”
“What happened between you and Natasha Friday night”
“What nothing what are you”
I couldn’t do anything at this moment but laugh I don’t know if it was to keep myself crying or raging but at this point I was used to people letting me down so I wasn’t really surprised
“That wasn’t your mom Kate it was Natasha “
I handed Kaitlyn her phone so she could read the messages herself a conflicted expression crossed her face
“I I I I’m sorry “is I all I heard her mutter trying to form words
“For what what happened “I said as I stated into her eyes searching for answers
I fucked up we went out it was just supposed to be lunch then she invited me back to her place and we had sex
So you cheated what a surprise
You were just away for so long and I was lonely i needed attention and she gave it to me so I slipped up ok you just weren’t there
“KAIT I TRIED TO BE I CALLED YOU AND WOULD BE LEDT WITH NO ANSWER ON THE OTHER END I TEXTED YOU WAITING ON A REPLY JUST TO NOT GET ONE AND EVERY TIME WE DID TALK IT JUST ENDED IN A ARGUMENT I TRIED KAIT I TRIED TO BE THERE BUT YOU WOULDN’T LET ME”
I took a deep breath to calm myself down before I continued to speak
“I was on the road every day seeing thousands of people in stadiums girls throwing their self at me but I didn’t even look their way once because I had you and I get repaid by this I should’ve known that something was going on when you started to get distant I can’t do this right now “
“So you’re just gonna walk away that’s it I fuck up once and you’re ready to throw it all away just like that”
I couldn’t even look at her anymore I just knew that I had to get out of there “I didn’t throw it away Kait you did”
When I left her apartment I I didn’t know what to do or where to go so I called my best friends and told them to meet me at the coffee shop a few blocks away
As I approached the coffee shop I seen the only people I knew to go to when I was going through something the only ones who have stuck around through thick and thin Chris,Zig,Dylan,and Ryland
“Hi guys” I said with a somber expression
“What’s wrong “I heard Zig say as he reached out for my arm
“Let’s go inside I’ll explain “
As we sat down I explained the whole story from beginning to end
“And that’s how we ended up here”
“She cheated on you “Chris said in a slight angry tone
“Yea but at this point I don’t expect much from people anyway so what’s the point of crying about it you know”
All three of them looked at me with a sad expression knowing that it’s probably not a good idea to push further
2 weeks later
Kaitlyn has tried to contact me numerous times endless calls and text messages it’s funny just two weeks ago this is all I wanted now it just gives me a feeling I can’t explain but I don’t have time to think about that right now it’s time to finish up the tour
















