âI BELIEVE IN YOU.â âYOU JUST MET ME.â âIT DOESNâT FEEL LIKE THAT. Â IâVE BEEN FOLLOWING YOUR WORK SINCE I WAS A CHILD. Â IRONICALLY, IT WAS MY DAD WHO WAS THE ONE THAT FIRT TOLD ME ABOUT YOU. Â I THINK HE THOUGHT IâD BE INSPIRED BY A GIRL WHO WENT TO HARVARD WHEN SHE WAS TEN. Â INSTEAD, IT MADE ME FEEL INADEQUATE.â âSOMETHING TELLS ME THAT YOU ARE NOT THAT.â
while reese spent his time trying to impress their father, callie spent her time trying to impress someone she never met ( and never believed she would ever meet. ) she was so invested in beccaâs career ---- her mind was the most inspiring thing to callie, itâs the very reason she was so invested in science herself. she was a role model for her, a safe place for callie to turn when her fatherâs training or ideals became too much for her. she would always turn to studying becca when she needed to rest her mind away from all the conversations about second dawn. Â
she saved all newspaper clippings, magazine articles, put them all over her room --- she watched every interview, paid so much attention to everything she had done. becca has always been such a big part of her life; she wasnât just an inspiration, she wasnât just her childhood hero ( and absolutely her first big crush ) but she was this person that cal could turn to when she needed to remember who she was too, or who she could be. she reminded her that she didnât need to do everything her father had prepared her to do, because she was allowed to be her own person and do her own things and be powerful all on her own, without anyone else taking credit for it. Â
becca is such an important symbol in calâs life and she has been since she was a child. thatâs why it doesnât feel like sheâs just meeting her, because sheâs the best person cal has known all her life. she wanted to be like her --- thatâs why she dressed as her for halloween, not just because she admired her, but because she wanted to believe that someday, she could change the world like becca had ( thatâs part of why itâs so important that she honor her wishes. )  and the fact that becca told cal that she isnât inadequate, that she trusted her with so much, and that she seemed to believe in cal too --- there is nothing more relieving and inspiring and encouraging to cal than that.
when becca came down and cal met her for the first time, it was the first time she had genuinely been happy in those first 2 years in the bunker. it was the first time she genuinely felt a sense of HOPE. she had dedicated her life to saving a world that had been destroyed --- but here was her childhood hero, literally falling from the sky, here to tell her that she could go back to that world, she could still save it. she never needed to question the nightblood serum; she believed in becca so effortlessly. and there was finally an opposition to her father that made her feel SAFE, not like she was being controlled like her father had made her feel there.
itâs so understandable that the flamekeeperâs job is such a sacred thing now --- because callie was the first flamekeeper; she was the first person to promise becca she would do everything she could to make sure the flame got to the right people. there is nothing more important to her than honoring becca --- so much so that she was willing to shoot her own brother to protect beccaâs life work ( though part of that was to save his life too, in order to give him the nightblood, because she believed in becca. ) she was never invested in her fatherâs life work for the second dawn; but she will die doing what he can to protect beccaâs life work --- because it matters. because becca brings HOPE, she brings a real new beginning, and sheâs not letting that go to waste.
a lot of people are asking how the earthborn didnât know about certain things that were revealed in this episode ---- itâs because cal made it her life mission to protect beccaâs work. raven didnât find the pages about the anomaly stone in beccaâs book? cal made sure no one ever would. they didnât find the stone in the bunker? cal made sure they wouldnât ( though, given that no one knew anything about it, even if they did find it, iâm sure they would have had the same reaction as callie did the first time she saw it ---  â a pointless ancient artifact.  â )
there are people who may try to look to callie for having saved them for giving them the nightblood / leading them outside / literally parting ways from her family for this hope for a better life --- but she will never take credit for it. she would have done it without having to honor becca, but becca is the reason theyâre all there, becca is the one who built this new opportunity of life, and thatâs why the earthborn have gone on to worship her all this time. cal made sure they would see her as the hero and symbol of faith she was ---- unlike her father, unlike the people in the second dawn, who were willing to put bill on a pedestal and say that he was their savior, because he might have saved their lives, but she doesnât believe he had any real intention of hope after that. becca did.Â















