#becausehesdead

I told you I will be there but can’t be, looking at you makes me go in fear

Can’t believe what you have made of yourself that just can’t recognize you anymore

Will have to breathe believing that the person whom I loved isn’t there at all

The person whom I loved has left and the only reason he could leave me because he’s dead

 I never thought love is so cruel that it makes you fall so low, possibly that’s why it’s called to “fall” in love

I always wanted you to rise in my love but since you don’t hold any love for me anymore

Can see you burying yourself deep down but can’t help you at all

Just got to live thinking that I lost my love and the only reason I could lose him because he’s dead

 Why don’t you look me in the eyes? Are you ashamed? Are you angry? What are you feeling?

Have so many questions to ask but got no purpose anymore

I can see so much hatred on your face that it’s red like a burning mars

But I don’t have to look at it anymore and the reason I can’t see him because he’s dead

 Lost all hopes on you just want to be by myself for a while don’t know how long it’s gonna go like this

Don’t need anybody to comfort me unlike you as no one can fill this gap anymore

I am sure you won’t feel good knowing that I have gotten up after you pushed me down

Have to move on happily knowing that the person who was my world