#beatboxgal

I know that a good amount of people that like my art or they like me as a person are in the same rut I'm in.

I know that they sometimes just ignore certain posts/ blogs to avoid drama and other things that make them uncomfortable.

Even though I know these things it still doesn't stop me from wondering if everyone is just pretending to like me... to make me feel better or some other reason...

I've gone to a very dark place and come back multiple times now, I come back because there are rays of light at the end of the tunnel, so close to me even though in reality they are thousands of miles away.

These rays of light are the reason I still draw even though I firmly believe I'm shitty, they are the reason I keep trying to get a job even when there aren't any and the brightest rays of light... are the reason I'm still around to say this.

I want to thank all of the people who have been my rays of light, new friends and old ones alike I thank you all for caring about me, for believing in me... for being there for me.

Thankyou, all of you

That I’ve been working on a secrety project today that I hope your gonna love :D