@volarent ‘ s blake » " you said my kisses sent you to space. " they hadn't ... touched one another, not in the same way. blake hadn't even dared think about it since enrolling into beacon, but there had always been the curiosity, a small flame of desire that hadn't quite died out. " did you really mean that, or were you just trying to ... " felid paused, eyes narrowing as she tried to find the right words. " ... were you just trying to make it seem like more than it was ? "
was she that obvious in her sickly sweet confessional , or was yang just bold enough to where it became too good to be true for blake ? poetic prose &. pretty things were never the dragon ‘ s specialty , but she wants to try this time. there ‘ s not much that renders yang completely speechless , very little in this world that can safely quell her intense dragon flame , but blake . . . has she done just that ? the unthinkable ? yang bites &. chews on lower lip , scathing eyes cast downwards as sun &. moon sit in this silence that can only be described as painful. vivid are the memories of nyx - chosen ‘ s touch upon ignited flesh , the bruising kisses &. claw marks radiating hot for hours to come even after their little rendezvous that fateful night , leaving yang to think she ‘ d never see blake ever again as she fled into the moon . . . what a fool she was to think such things. gold dragon nods once in her seat , the rest of her frame slouching &. arms coming to fold tight over her chest. ❝ of course i meant it. ❞ she finally admits within lines of softened tonality. all of yang ‘ s flings have never lasted &. she was beyond content with never seeing their faces ever again after the night came to a close ; why would she wish to reminisce in faces of those she hardly remembers now ? she does that enough with blake already , for how could yang ever forget those piercing amber eyes that stared into her soul &. ripped it apart at the seams ?
❝ i never forgot about you , even when y ‘ didn ‘ t leave me so much as your name that night. ❞ murmurs nova girl , almost guilty in her speech. blake wanted to run away that night , she never expected to run into an old flame once more upon enrolling to beacon. did yang disrupt that desire completely , then ? a foil to the plans so securely woven in darkness &. pretty dark lashes. yang sighs &. exhales , puff of beastly smog betwixt lips. maybe she should be lucky that she &. blake ran into each other again in the emerald forest , instead of festering in these feelings whenever belladonna came near rather than ignoring them like yang was so used to. her fingers curl into her palm. ❝ i knew i had to find you again one day , ‘ an i did. ‘ wasn ‘ t expecting to – but i did. ❞ it hurts to be admitting this. painful. akin to thousands of tiny needles being stabbed into flesh void of aura ‘ s protection. what if this scares blake into leaving her all over again ? what if this heartfelt spilling of yang ‘ s golden innards are too much for nightshade to stand ? too overwhelming to process all at once. that ‘ s what terrifies yang the most , to be perfectly truthful. blake could reject her &. she ‘ d feel no ill intent , but to lose the very person she ‘ s spent so long thinking about . . . to never see or touch her again after having her toxins between fingertips once more. please no. please let me have this happy dream , just this once. xiao long licks dry lips , sigh trembly &. confidence pouring out in waves as she turns to face blake once more instead of just talking to the empty space before her. fuck. even know does yang ‘ s heart skip a beat just looking at her. fuck.
❝ blake , i – i never forgot about you.❞ i never stopped missing you.















