Have you ever wished to go back in the past? I wished and Iām still hoping that it would be granted. I can still remember that I have the same wish ever since I was a kid until now. This my simple wish before until this timeā¦
āāI wish that someday my family will be complete and happy againāā.
ItāsĀ simple, butĀ it has a story behind it. I know we have also different kinds of wishes with different kinds of story, but in myĀ wish, IĀ cannot tell you the whole story because itās a long story, but for you to knowĀ about that particular wish I am still hoping until nowā¦.BecauseĀ I love my family, thatās why Iām still holding it tightly. Maybe you are also holding on your hope like me. Itās not bad to have hope, it is good because it makes you strong. Because maybe you are also hoping until now that maybe someday your wishes will be grantedĀ to. Donāt give up on hoping my dear!
How long have you been wishing? Is it that long? Mine? Oh, itās been 10 years.Ā Yeah, thatāsĀ true, IĀ wasĀ so strong right? If you thought that Iām strong, you were wrong, youĀ knowĀ there are times when I was weak and helpless; I also felt sadness most of the time when Iām alone, I know you are also sad sometimes because you are alone, butĀ it doesnāt mean that you need to give up on hoping, in the other hand it means that you need to keepĀ yourself strong like a rock and keep smiling. Donāt let negative things ruin your happy hope. Smile my dear!
Ā Have you tried to give up and destroy yourself because of your failed wish? I did. That was the time when I almost killed myself inside my room. I was crying, because I was hurt and I was losing hope, but something popped into my mind, the words that my mom told me before that I need to keep myself strong and donāt let things ruin my life. Every time your wishes are failed, donāt think that itās worthless. Your wishes maybe failed today, but maybe the next day or someday it would be granted. Donāt lose your hope!
āPast is pastā words that people believe on but, I donāt believe in that because I keep on repeating it daily and even though I have painful past itās still important for me because that was the only time that I felt happy and complete. Iām still blessed because God is always comforting me through thick or thin. I know you have God in your heart and I know you love him too just like mine. God never failed to leave you; he is always there to comfort you. Believe me. Just keep on hoping, youāre a blessing!
There are some wishes that are not meant toĀ happen, but may I just ask youā¦Ā have you ever let go of your wishes and just move on with it? Losing hope and just living out a new life? Honestly, I almost thought of doing that, but I realized that I still have that love and hope inside my heart. As I write these things, I realized that there are two ways to live your life. 1. If you keep on hoping you will be successful on what life you want; 2. If you gave up early you canāt reach what you want in life. As I end this, I just want you to know that you are such a wonderful blessing, donāt lose your hope. Be strong.
