I just want to really take control and do something. I want to get that tattoo on my left arm. I want to buy a whole new wardrobe despite not being able to afford it. I want to get my hair trimmed and neatened up even though it looks fine. I want to go to the gym and just workout until I get dizzy. I want to have really really good sex with someone. I just want to get up, make myself look good and stomp around for everyone to see. I want people to look at me and think "fuck, he knows what he's doing".












